Thursday Jul 20, 2006

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Talked to kyle... and we talked about Ron Jeremy.
Ron jeremy was on my fucking TV tonight.
Flipping through fake pr0n.
RON FUCKING JEREMY PLAYING HIMSELF LOOKING FOR A NONSEXUAL RELATIONSHIP.(wtf)
Coincidence?
I think not!

Not tired.
No suicide girls in this world will cure this disease.
I tried. I tried to just get my mind off things.
No point.

noones online but people I dont wanna talk to.
I just feel.... blah.
I cant describe it.
I dont want to be viewed as an emo piece of shit.
Sometimes I jsut want someone to be there.
Someone to give me a hug.. and really mean it.
frown
it hurts.
I want it to stop.

The song Nine Inch Nails- SIN.
Listen to the lyrics.
Read into them.
and youll realize my feelings.

"you give me the reason.
you give me control.
i gave you my Purity.
my Purity you stole.

did you think i wouldn't recognize this compromise.
am i just to stupid to realize.
stale incense old sweat and lies lies lies

it comes down to this.
your kiss.
your fist.
and your strain.
it get's under my skin.
within.
take in the extent of my sin.

you give me the anger.
you give me the nerve.
carry out the sentence.
i get what i deserve.

i'm just an effigy to defaced.
to be disgraced.
your need for me has been replaced.
and if i can't have everything
well then just give me a taste

it comes down to this.
your kiss.
your fist.
and your strain.
it gets under my skin.
within.
take in the extent of my sin."

ya....
fuck
savagesith:
hey if as i said if you need to talk or a hug or what ever, just let me know.
i really feel for ya, and hope things pick up.

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