bekka138

well, its been a year since my husband came home and told me he wanted a divorce. At the time this came completely out of the blue, but now that I look back at it, I should have seen it coming. Things were not good with us. They hadnt been for a while, I think I just hoped that if I pretended nothing was wrong, magically nothing would be wrong.

Last year I was a miserable person, I was unhappy with myself, my life, and everything around me. I had been depressed for about 3 years, my weight was at the highest it had ever been, I never went out, I was antisocial, and hated myself.

In the past year, I have become more of the person I know I can be, I have become social, im not as depressed, I have lost over a 100 pounds, and have become very active. I am enjoying my life and I have made friends, and have started seeing someone. and the best part of it all, is that my husband is still one of my best friends, and has handled this past year the way a good man should.

My divorce will be final in 9 days. I have 1 year left of school, which is unfortantly the one thing that has really suffered in the last year, but I am getting back on track. I have realized that I am happy with who I am, I mean there is always room for improvement, thats life, but well I am happy with myself and my life more days than I am not, so I figure thats something.