bekindtomonkeys

Here I sit, less than 4 hours away from never being 20 years old again...Just got dropped off at home by some friends who are going off to watch Heroes, and I'm meeting back up with them in several hours to drink at midnight. I'm so excited. I know a lot of people say "It's not that great!" but...bullshit! Losing another restriction is nothing to scoff at, and knowing precisely how many intoxicated wonderful fun times I'm going to be making very soon makes me hella happy. I don't drink that often, but when I do I really enjoy it because it allows me to connect to people in a way that my social anxiety would normally not. I have lots of interesting things to type, but I'm always so lazy. That's why my posts are so short. That's why I could probably never be a professional writer. I hate cranking the words out of my head and onto paper, or computer as it were. Maybe that makes my friends the luckiest ones to know me - they get to hear me speak, which may be one of the few real portals into my head. I've been very philosophical and introspective lately. I've also been smoking copious amounts of weed, so that obviously helps. Here comes 21 and, most likely, a shit-tonne of new interesting posts about my drunken experiences. You guys, aside from my real life friends, seem like the perfect community to open up to. That's why I like it here. Thursday, I get Guitar Hero III. My life will be complete.