So, I am older and a little wiser. My birthday was fun, I managed to stretch it out into a week's worth of celebrations (hehe, I'm a jammy girlie)
I'm seeing a new man, he's a tattooist and has been inking me beautifully. I'm also learning how to tattoo, I'm very excited! what a fun job :-D
I'll post some pics of my new ink...
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I'm seeing a new man, he's a tattooist and has been inking me beautifully. I'm also learning how to tattoo, I'm very excited! what a fun job :-D
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Girl, you must learn. Pout, pose, shoulders back. We are a commodity, mass-produced, on half price sale. There are thousands like us and millions better. Armies strive to pertain uniqueness in a world where we are all different together. Beauty over substance and aesthetics over interest.
Strategically packaged to appeal to a target audience. Buy it, own if, if it glitters on the outside. Dress...
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Strategically packaged to appeal to a target audience. Buy it, own if, if it glitters on the outside. Dress...
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inkedcraig:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 
molar:
Oh, I missed your birthday!! I hope it was a good one luscious!
I just realised something frightening.
Despite not ever going for that long without sex and getting a fair few smutty messages now and then Im absolutely hopeless when it comes to the opposite sex. Rubbish. I havent got a clue.
I dont really have boyfriends, there are men that I see now and then, sometimes we hold hands, its nice. When Im in relationships I...
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Despite not ever going for that long without sex and getting a fair few smutty messages now and then Im absolutely hopeless when it comes to the opposite sex. Rubbish. I havent got a clue.
I dont really have boyfriends, there are men that I see now and then, sometimes we hold hands, its nice. When Im in relationships I...
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kandyk:
i know exactly what u mean...i often pretend to love boys,just cause its easier to say it then make an issue out of not saying it.i dunno...
just stay as you are lady,dont change your standards,you'll just end up with a prick,
besides...all my mates that are in relationships are bloody miserable!they just argue all the time and never go out...im all for being single,sleepin around and havin the tv remote all to myself!!!hehe
xx
just stay as you are lady,dont change your standards,you'll just end up with a prick,
besides...all my mates that are in relationships are bloody miserable!they just argue all the time and never go out...im all for being single,sleepin around and havin the tv remote all to myself!!!hehe
xx
molar:
2:1!!! Brilliantest!! 
Hang in there gal, I know how you feel... I am fine with casual, soon as it steps up a gear, I freak, yet would love to find that 'special someone'.... The 19 year old is hanging on tight at the moment, I met his parents and am trying not to be a bitch...
Think of it like learning to ride a bike. Well, we can ride, we can do all the tricks
, we just haven't passed our riding sensibly 'cycling proficiency test' yet...
I felt kinda down about it all, but now I feel pretty positive. I never married so far, never had kids... Whoever it works out with, I get to do all that stuff for the first time. I rather do that now, in my thirties now I know my own mind much more.
Hang in there gal, I know how you feel... I am fine with casual, soon as it steps up a gear, I freak, yet would love to find that 'special someone'.... The 19 year old is hanging on tight at the moment, I met his parents and am trying not to be a bitch...
Think of it like learning to ride a bike. Well, we can ride, we can do all the tricks
, we just haven't passed our riding sensibly 'cycling proficiency test' yet...
I felt kinda down about it all, but now I feel pretty positive. I never married so far, never had kids... Whoever it works out with, I get to do all that stuff for the first time. I rather do that now, in my thirties now I know my own mind much more.
Hello pretty ones,
I'm in a chipper mood today!
I had a meeting with a design agency and it went really well. They saw my work in an exhibition and loved my portfolio - ooooh yes, they're going to try and get me a job in a top design company. I'm jumping around. I'm so pleased, I'm really determined to do well and have a...
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I'm in a chipper mood today!
I had a meeting with a design agency and it went really well. They saw my work in an exhibition and loved my portfolio - ooooh yes, they're going to try and get me a job in a top design company. I'm jumping around. I'm so pleased, I'm really determined to do well and have a...
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mini_solitaire:
YAY! I'm so happy for you, hope it goes really well *Hugs* XXx
I'm so happy for you, hope it goes really well *Hugs* XXx
the_fox:
Yay!!
hmm, to write something clever, funny or interesting?
Perhaps neither!
I've been a very busy girl indeed but I have just finished my graphic design degree!!! I'm so happy, I don't know what my final grade is yet but I'm exhibiting my work in London this week...
I'm about to start jobhunting, I'm more excited than nervous at the moment!
Perhaps neither!
I've been a very busy girl indeed but I have just finished my graphic design degree!!! I'm so happy, I don't know what my final grade is yet but I'm exhibiting my work in London this week...
I'm about to start jobhunting, I'm more excited than nervous at the moment!
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gujsel:
hi my sweety congratulations for all ...and many kisses where are exhibiting your works in london? kisses and nice nice things
molar:
Gah, and how come I was too goddamn busy to come see your work? RUBBISH!!
Hope it all went well purdy lady!
Hope it all went well purdy lady!
1. Marmite?
Yes, spread thickly on toast, don't be stingy with it, that's for wimps
2. Last item of clothing you bought?
some drainpipe jeans from Peacocks, they were only 7 what a bargain!
3. Whos your favourite television chef?
Keith Floyd, always pissed as a fart whilst trying to cook
4. Whats your favourite mythical creature?
the toughest question so far, dragons and unicorns...
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Yes, spread thickly on toast, don't be stingy with it, that's for wimps
2. Last item of clothing you bought?
some drainpipe jeans from Peacocks, they were only 7 what a bargain!
3. Whos your favourite television chef?
Keith Floyd, always pissed as a fart whilst trying to cook
4. Whats your favourite mythical creature?
the toughest question so far, dragons and unicorns...
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twinkie:
I always think, "If only I could sew!!" I'm sure I could, but it would be just another time suck!
cherry:
Hello darling, sorry you haven't heard from me since I've been home. I've had a problem with my computer (see my journal for more info). Hope you're well
Pretty Indie Boy
He wears the best outfits, hes got the best hair. Hes so cutting edge that hes wearing last years clothes because soon theyll be retro. Indie Boy props up the bar, a solitary figure, he never leaves alone. Hes got an endless supply of Davidoff Lights, accept a cigarette and youre under his spell.
Hes slept with every girl he knows but...
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He wears the best outfits, hes got the best hair. Hes so cutting edge that hes wearing last years clothes because soon theyll be retro. Indie Boy props up the bar, a solitary figure, he never leaves alone. Hes got an endless supply of Davidoff Lights, accept a cigarette and youre under his spell.
Hes slept with every girl he knows but...
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truebeliever:
SUCH BEAUTIFUL WORDS: LIKE A VISION OF BLURING LIGHTS AS YOU RUN YOUR FINGERS ACROSS HER EYES - THANK YOU.
jup:
its the skinny girls trousers I dont get tho....
Depression. Social Suicide.
For every pillow wet with tears, for every blunted Stanley knife blade, every empty vodka bottle and every prescription of selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors there is some twat that thinks depression is a tool for social manipulation.
For every person that immaculately covers their cuts, someone else is showing them off. Wearing self-harm like the latest ironic pop statement trivialises and patronises...
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For every pillow wet with tears, for every blunted Stanley knife blade, every empty vodka bottle and every prescription of selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors there is some twat that thinks depression is a tool for social manipulation.
For every person that immaculately covers their cuts, someone else is showing them off. Wearing self-harm like the latest ironic pop statement trivialises and patronises...
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mistresslenore:
An amazing journal entry. You're right. So many people use the word depressed when they mean sad, or just down, because it is banded around so freely, it uses its meaning. Depression is as serious and life threatening as many other diseases but often gets ignored.
Sending you love
xxx
Sending you love
xxx
nokturn:
Hi Beckiii
I think there are two kinds of self harmers- those who do it for show and those who have genuine problems.
I was always in the latter catagory and got out through changing my perspective rather than seeing 'experts'.
I've worked on self harm support groups and know a lot of people with genuine problems. Unfortunately those who do it for show give those who don't a bad name.
Plus there's an awful lot of mis-diagnosis out there. There are people who self harm who are on drugs for conditions they clearly don't have, just because there's little recognition of this being a genuine disorder on its own, so they get thrown into another camp.
Of course this just makes it all worse...
And I don't really have time for people who self harm for show then cry that they have problems. If they really had those problems, letting anybody else know would be the last thing they'd do.
Oh well...
I think there are two kinds of self harmers- those who do it for show and those who have genuine problems.
I was always in the latter catagory and got out through changing my perspective rather than seeing 'experts'.
I've worked on self harm support groups and know a lot of people with genuine problems. Unfortunately those who do it for show give those who don't a bad name.
Plus there's an awful lot of mis-diagnosis out there. There are people who self harm who are on drugs for conditions they clearly don't have, just because there's little recognition of this being a genuine disorder on its own, so they get thrown into another camp.
Of course this just makes it all worse...
And I don't really have time for people who self harm for show then cry that they have problems. If they really had those problems, letting anybody else know would be the last thing they'd do.
Oh well...
My mum screwed your dad and I am the unwanted bastard sister that youre afraid to admit exists. You slather yourself in fake tan to hide me but Im always there. You highlight your mousy brown hair and I tell you to go all the way, bottle blonde, hit the peroxide.
You want to be as skinny as the girls in magazines? Develop a drug...
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You want to be as skinny as the girls in magazines? Develop a drug...
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zcxzcxzcxzcxzxcz:
Great pics! "...on account of all the rattlesnakes"
northernsoul:
If you are my bastard sister then there's a few christmas and birthday presents owing young lady.
Record tokens will suffice.
Socks and "the like" you can stuff up your arse.
Or use them to wipe the semen off you at the bus stop where we all hang out for tricks.
Or summat...
Lend us a cig?
Record tokens will suffice.
Socks and "the like" you can stuff up your arse.
Or use them to wipe the semen off you at the bus stop where we all hang out for tricks.
Or summat...
Lend us a cig?
I thought I was in love but I was being deceived. Everyone wears a mask of sorts. My painted face told the world that I was happy, when at best I was just daydreaming. I take my mask off sometimes, not too often, sometimes it falls. Im not pretty really, I trick people, Im probably not even that good a person, I dont know anymore....
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clearbrightfire:
the 27th, soon but way too long. I keep wondering what he's going to look like, its driving me crazy!
saffa:
its so true hun everyone does wish it wasnt like that hope you ok though
Sometimes you have to stand back and realise that things are good. I have done just that and things are very good. I'm going to let myself just be happy for a while, I'm not going to worry about how long my happy phase will last or what I'm going to do next month and the one after that. I'm glad the sun's been out...
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bloomtoperish:
I have times when things are good they are really good when they are bad the are shit 
pete:
Agreed, I need to do that more
After reviewing your set we were up in the air about using it or not. We really think you are great for the site and tried to work with the images in order to use them on SG. Unfortunately we are not going to use this set. You can and are encouraged, to send in another set asap! We think you will fit in perfectly here. Do not be discouraged as this happens from time to time! You are not alone! We just want you to be represented in the best way and feel like if you gave it another shot we'd love to have you resubmit a different set. We want you to take a look at the other girls sets on the site and see what is current etc! Maybe it will give you inspiration and you will see what we are looking for, etc. Thank you so much for your patience and waiting for us to review your set! It was a tough decision but, we think that if you were to try again that you could come up with something amazing! Feel free to email me with any questions.
in terms of things, I think it was a pretty good rejection.