beforedishonor

midnight, can't sleep. jump down from the top bunk, walked barefoot across cold tile.
i can feel the dirt on the bottom of my feet, fuckin roomates. turn the light on in the bathroom, a cockroach runs fornew cover after i took the darkness away from him. i think about killing him but then stop and can't help but laugh given my current situation. never thought i'd be here, yet somehow i'm happier now then i've been in a long time