Thursday Nov 29, 2007

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Shall I sit around and really think hard about where I am and where I should be going?........

New Ground For Old Ideas biggrin

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My insomnia seems to be going through a rather active patch at the moment. Possibly due to Uni stress and the total lack of clubbing and therefore steam blowing for the last like nearly 2 months, man that's a long time (for you - Ed) without taking any narcotics. I've had phases where it's been okay, but that's usually when I have something soft and feminin to cuddle, which isn't often.

I found myself trawling through some old photos of some graffiti work I did as a teen and realised, I hadn't even tagged anywhere since being a student. So it looks like I've found a use for the old sleep deprivation.

I'm not sure how wise it is to post pics of work on the tinternet or even talk about it at length, lol, maybe someone could advise me? It's been ages since I've done this and I wasn't in the habit of blogging back then (or using stensils, which has opened up a whole new world, my brother bought me a Banksy's 'Wall and Piece' last christmas and it's given me loads of ideas).



Pluto and Mars love

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I must be a walking magnet for girl trouble... I don't get how my love life has stretched into the twilight zone in the last 3 months. It was necessary to be a promiscuous ass in the summer, I enjoyed it and it gave me a respect for women again that I needed to rekindle. Despite the fact that most of these girls were beautiful, funny, intelligent and attarcted to me, I pushed them away fooling myself I was 'soooo not ready for a commitment'. I wish I'd had the courage to say yes to be honest, but now most of said girls have ugly, boring boyfriends (I have a right to be bitter, in my mind anywho). I miss having a bestest friend with benefits.

I have had great 'benefits' in the last few weeks and great friends, but they've all been very much seperate people. Not to be unkind to anyone I've slept with, but my sexual partners seem to mostly exsist only outside of a bubble about 150 miles in radius from my present locale. Then the great mates are ladies who 'don't believe in relationships', whatever that means, or really aren't in a position in one, at least with me.

Plutonic or passionate? Always or just a moment?



Leather Elbows And Lesson Planning ARRR!!!

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Have been collating info on applying for PGCEs in the new year... I've only ever wanted to be a teacher, it's like the only job or profession I've ever had a passion for. I'd always said though that I should live a bit first, in the real world before I go back to school, get some experience before I start dishing it out, so I have respect for myself in the position, let alone the pupils. But everyone I've spoken to says I should get in early, for one they're desperate (I wanna teach maths [yes he's a complete weirdo - Ed]) and two, I'd take a massive pay cut otherwise, no matter what job I go into post graduation.

Is that cool? I still have spots for gods sake...

I just don't want to get to 26 in a job, not be willing to take the cut (probably because I'd b a different guy by then) and end up a miserable banker. Finance is pretty much my only other option, I don't have the drive and specialist knowledge to go into any specific industry or area of engineering and audio electronics is dominated by an over-saturation of cottage businesses (I'd love to be self employed, but my designs are no Lovetone or ZVEX).



.......Fuck it, I'm gonna go spray in five foot high, bright, bubble writting

'Fuck Some System!! That Secretly Does Us Loads Of Good But We Enjoy Bitching About And Not Acting On Coz We're So Secure In Our Knowlege That We're Educated And Middle Class Enough That We 'Could' Do Anything, But Will No Doubt End Up Doing Something That By The Time We're 40 We Will Have:

1.0 x Detached House
2.0 x Family Vehicles
1.0 x Loving Spouse
2.4 x Loving Children
1.5 x Loving Pets
and
1.0 x Regret, that we could
have always done so
much more, if we'd
only STOPped
BITCHING
and STARTed DOING.

Right outside the University's South Gate. xoxoxoxox
iris1:
Hahahaha I used to work at Brixton Academy and I did EXACTLY the same thing there.

Did you enjoy the show? When you say catch my eye, did you see me? You should have come over to say hi smile

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