More Girl Bollocks.... Actually Dogs Bollocks (Ed - for all American citizens, bollocks are bad, but the dogs bollocks are really really good, don't ask why).
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Why do people insist on total reinvention post major breakups. I've felt like a traitor to myself just recently and I think it maybe the cause of my the majority of my gay little problems. I was talking to a good mate yesterday and he said how much it seemed I was back to my old cheery self, comfortable with me again and without the self conscious, nervous depression that heart break supplies. This got me thinking, for once, for the last 3 months I've been looking in those places I know I'd never find my ex for new connections, which figures, you'd think I'd want to distance myself. Now however, I'm not that bitter, I can admit I really liked her, she was exactly what I have been looking for all my life so I'm not going to find any kind of real lover where she wouldn't go.
I don't like indie girls, I like dirty rock and rollers who secretly like Modest Mouse, but really love NIN, Static X, Pitchshifter and Marilyn Manson!
I think I've just had an epiphany. Yay me!
I might have to return home to the parents if I don't get a job in the next two weeks. Damn it, I don't want to go home, but my Father can get me a job at the hospital he runs. My band mates will go mental if I do go, but I just can't afford to be living in Birmingham at the moment without a job.
My offer of my body is still open. I'll charge 25 and hour and I'll do anything you want, really. I'll get some testimonials if you really like!!! Lolz....... If only I wasn't serious.
There's some Jamaican chicken cooking in the oven as I type