Morning sex again...twice! Been recovering all day...so unofficially this is a relationship; i.e., girlfriend. About 7 weeks of fun now. But things are still remaining open, but we see enough of each other that my chances are slim I'll be really all that willing and able to pursue anything else. No biggy, I'm very happy!
I'm a bit reluctant to completely dive in, as when we do talk some about future relationship stuff I close up faster then a clam. She's been very understanding and helpful about it. I'm both scared but thrilled to even begin to have feelings for someone again. I'm actually at the point that I don't want to hurt her with a broken heart and several times have nearly called off the whole thing. But I'm really liking her alot. It really hasn't been long enough for me with it being just over a year since my separation/divorce. But ya never know unless you try and I know I can handle being hurt again, it would just suck like anything else ever has when it's happened. So bring it.
I'm a bit reluctant to completely dive in, as when we do talk some about future relationship stuff I close up faster then a clam. She's been very understanding and helpful about it. I'm both scared but thrilled to even begin to have feelings for someone again. I'm actually at the point that I don't want to hurt her with a broken heart and several times have nearly called off the whole thing. But I'm really liking her alot. It really hasn't been long enough for me with it being just over a year since my separation/divorce. But ya never know unless you try and I know I can handle being hurt again, it would just suck like anything else ever has when it's happened. So bring it.
By the way, any plans to attend Flesh Fest this year?