Tuesday Feb 22, 2005

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Ok, rewind, time for old new-ness...

Didn't drink much sun night, a rum&coke and I was done drinking. No buzz for pegzama (You're like my favorite damn disease...oh yeah...) Just a kick-back time. Went to Denny's and ran into an old friend, hadn't seen in years. It was crazy. His buddies ended up being friends of the guys here, so they all came and hung out for a while. Crazy, crazy guys. Dude came on to me like hardcore, tried harder than any guy I've seen, it was nuts. Didn't understand the not interested thing *sighs* Boys...

Hung out w/ my Cat all day Mon morning. LOVE LOVE LOVE! spending time w/ her. We got breakfast, went thrifting (Got adorable new stuff... was told my "wardrobe's too dark, nothing but black and pink" No... well, alot, but so?? Anyhoo, I lightened up a bit and it's badass...) We got some new candles, got some hairdye and redid my hair (looks great, btw!) Fun times had by all...

I'm so glad things are quiet on the northern front... so much easier to enjoy myself. And it's crazy, b/c I haven't done a damn thing to get myselfinto any trouble. Seems to spawn from all the other BS I'm dealing w/...Interesting...

Working early-ish tomorrow, gonna go eat some rice than sleep. Catch ya cats later *kittie kisses*
**Pegasus**
drewember:
OK, so i was listening to the radio today and I heard Going Under by Evanescense and I thought about you....well more like I thought of you singing it to your...well your bf/ex ...anyhoo..thought I would post u the words, tho u prolly know em already! muah*** sweet dreams love love



"Going Under"

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
(Im going under)
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and Stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowing in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under
drewember:
ok and this one reminds me of u ...I just love this song so much.....

Tori Amos-

"A Sorta Fairytale"

on my way up north
up on the ventura
i pulled back the hood
and i was talking to you
and i knew then it would be
a life long thing
but i didn't know that we
we could break a silver lining

and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you

things you said that day
up on the 101
the girl had come undone
i tried to downplay it
with a bet about us
you said that-
you'd take it
as long as i could
i could not erase it

and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you

and i ride along side
and i rode along side
you then
and i rode along side
till you lost me there
in the open road
and i rode along side
till the honey spread
itself so thin
for me to break your bread
for me to take your word
i had to steal it

and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you

i could pick back up
whenever i feel
love love love love

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