bee

i miss home when i hear this song.



it reminds me of jr high in redlands, california. an inland school i went to for one year while my mother went to nurse school. I had a friend named Anthony. we were platonic cuddlers. he would wear a sweatshirt a few sizes too large and i was always desperately under dressed. we made a great pair. When i hear this i think about lunch time at this junior high. The school was kind enough to have a DJ dude come play tracks for us during our one hour break, Anthony and i would lay in grass eat hostess donuts and play platonic footsy. we straight up called it foot sex... but we never had any unplanned toes, so i am sure it was all safe fun. i'm not sure if it was the sunshine or the chemical high from those donuts but i can remember this moment all from a sound.