beddaroses

I cannot feel my legs. It's awesome. Also, I want to watch the movie Thirteen.

I am so not proud of myself right now. Fuckkkk.

If I can only save one of us, I honestly don't know who I will choose in the end.

It's seriously fucking snowing again?! I thought we were done with this, I thought spring was about to be sprung and whatnot! Mother nature is fucking pissed because of all the dumbass conservatives that don't believe in global warming. I blame the conservatives.

Needs tat ASAP. The end.

Just a word.
A meaning
a past
a possibility.
It traipses on mind
in sound,
image,
the way whispers
dance on ear drums,
breath
draws on skin,
lingers.

Just a word.
A sound
that ebbs back on tongue
restrained,
stored,
like keepsakes
aged but never gone,
never forgotten.

Just a word.
An idea
an abstract
a solid.
Just a name.

I have gone out every night this week (yea yea I know it has only been 3 days who cares right?) I care! I haven't actually gone out in so long! The barista that I work with during my shift at my job is one of the most amazing people I have ever met and he really makes me feel like I am much more...
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I have to say I am pretty proud of myself. Things were pretty bad for a few weeks and I didn't revert back to my old ways of dealing with them. I have been doing really well not getting wasted. I have been doing really well at my job. Doing much better with communicating. It's like I am growing up or something lol This feeling...
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