Well i have to post some pictures of this guy. I just have a thing for him right now and i feel the need to share. His name is Michael Pitt. he's mainly in independent films. and every one he's in is great.
Anyway isnt he cute? man. He was in this cool movie called The Dreamers. i recommend it.
On a different note... I have a job again!! Im no longer a bum! I dont know when i start yet, but i got approved. and i work at Dave's job no less! awesome!!! i wont be working WITH him, in fact i wont even be on the same floor (which is actually good) but we'll have lunches and car rides together. i am going to be the service assistant. i'll start off doing data entry and filing and things, then work up to helping out with more important things and handling customers. but i'm super excited. except i'm totally going to miss sleeping in. thank God for Nescafe.
Theres one thing i need to get out. I think i'm harboring ill feelings towards someone close to me (not Dave) and i dont like it. it basically goes back to a while ago where she'd make me feel small and make fun of me for something and now shes doing the same exact thing but WORSE. and i being a different, meeker person than she is, i keep my mouth shut and let her have her fun without showing any disaproval to her changing. it sucks. i just don't like waves at all to the point of not ever speaking up. it wouldnt do any good anyway though i dont think. shes smart, but very passive-aggressive and hard to talk to at times. especially if she feels attacked. she'll get defensive and put up a wall. but when this was me a while back.... she constantly relentlessly harped on me and even made me cry on my 21st birthday about it. and now i turn around and wow!! double standard huh?! Oh well. maybe one day i'll get fed up and actually open my mouth. but for now i say have fun. and no im also not talking about my mom. just in case anyone thought that.
thanks, man sometimes just writing in this journal helps a lot!!! hope to be seeing some of you soon. and some of you i know i will.
Anyway isnt he cute? man. He was in this cool movie called The Dreamers. i recommend it.
On a different note... I have a job again!! Im no longer a bum! I dont know when i start yet, but i got approved. and i work at Dave's job no less! awesome!!! i wont be working WITH him, in fact i wont even be on the same floor (which is actually good) but we'll have lunches and car rides together. i am going to be the service assistant. i'll start off doing data entry and filing and things, then work up to helping out with more important things and handling customers. but i'm super excited. except i'm totally going to miss sleeping in. thank God for Nescafe.
Theres one thing i need to get out. I think i'm harboring ill feelings towards someone close to me (not Dave) and i dont like it. it basically goes back to a while ago where she'd make me feel small and make fun of me for something and now shes doing the same exact thing but WORSE. and i being a different, meeker person than she is, i keep my mouth shut and let her have her fun without showing any disaproval to her changing. it sucks. i just don't like waves at all to the point of not ever speaking up. it wouldnt do any good anyway though i dont think. shes smart, but very passive-aggressive and hard to talk to at times. especially if she feels attacked. she'll get defensive and put up a wall. but when this was me a while back.... she constantly relentlessly harped on me and even made me cry on my 21st birthday about it. and now i turn around and wow!! double standard huh?! Oh well. maybe one day i'll get fed up and actually open my mouth. but for now i say have fun. and no im also not talking about my mom. just in case anyone thought that.
thanks, man sometimes just writing in this journal helps a lot!!! hope to be seeing some of you soon. and some of you i know i will.
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oh man, and i just looked him up on imdb... i totally forgot he was in dawson's creek! haha.