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Over the rainbow, or so the song goes. Fuck, I don't know if i can even see the rrainbow!

I saw soup girl for what probably will be the last time for a while. I can't but to feel the pings of regret. Regret over what? Hell if i know. A strange thing, the heart.

I can't see her as a real person anymore. In...
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bluevalentine:
Wait. Are you saying I dont have ENOUGH carol channing in my life?

Because if my dream mind is making up stories about her killing people with butter knives....I think I've had my fill.
takesatraintocry:
She'll take some of you with her, but it won't be your memories. As a great man once said: 'Life is a series of calluses, this is just another layer.' The part of her that's wedged between your neurons, so long as you don't let it get you jaded, will make you even better. You'll be ready for the next great one.
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"[S]he's just the sort of beauty whose self-effacing vibe would make her less than magnetic to really handsome guys and madly irresistible to nerdswho think that maybe, just maybe, they'd have a shot. The one she attracts is played by the director, who makes himself look very unprepossessing, indeed. In fact, he's cringe-worthy. The character he plays, Mitchell, tries to make a virtue of his...
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hyenahell:
haha. i read that too... it's in a film review, right? can't remember which one.
hyenahell:
cool, i'll check it out... although i'll probably wait until it's out on DVD. i only see two movies in the theatre per year, and i've already seen Sin City. thank god for netflix!
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Things to do before i die:

1 Grow a large mustache, buy one sombrero and wave a gun around demanding that people call me 'Seor Huevos Ranchos'.

2. Protest the war by walking naked all over town while balancing a basket full of pancake batter on my head.

3. Press that tape of me beatboxing over Megadeath to CD. Fuck copyright laws and data processing....
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ancolie:
thanx for your compliments but u don't need to eat your member card, maybe u should just kidnapp missy and force her to accept my set, by the way, i don't think she'll appreciate..
see u
have a nice day
hyenahell:
thanks for the sugestions. i'll try to download some of it this week. if that fails, i might comission you to make some mix c.d.s or something. wink and i appreciate when people actually tell me what a band sounds like when recommending them, instead of just giving me the name. much respect for that, my friend. kiss
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takesatraintocry:
Hey man, you're a catch, and as long as you keep on remembering that, you'll live through a dozen more soup girl encounters. We all do, and as sad as that sounds, it's really not. The great ones are out there, and when you find one, you'll need to have the perspective that derives from the bad experiences... take it easy bro.
gothicelvis:
frown Sorry to hear that about Soup Girl, if it is destined it will happen, keep your head up... skull woowoobadoo
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Can one sink any lower?

Look: I muster the courage to tell Soup Girl about the way i feel. Under the most awkward circumstances i chase her out into the parking lot and tell her, "well there are things one is bound to regret..." over and over again! And here's the topper... she runs away!

Fuck me with a porchlamp!

I think that's the worse...
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yuriel:
awh....
*shrug*
EL SUICIDO LOCO
gosifer:
Uhh, you're a pretty clever and/or funny dude. Hope all goes well.
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I was told the other day to stop being so "emo". If only i knew what the fuck being "emo meant. I mean i can't think of a single emo act i can stand, much less relate to. I guess some guys would like to think of themselves as victims while they are the ones that perpetrate the situations they're stuck in. They take masochistic...
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broadshateme:
hmm, my advice... be more selective in when and to whom you choose to share how you feel. generally speaking, you can have successful relations with people without ever talking about your emotional state. you don't need to ignore what you feel or bottle it in at all, but neither do you need to be a constant geyser of ... i really hate repeating words, but i am groggy... feelings. i have never hung out with you, but i can only imagine you are called emo because you wear your heart on your sleeve, which is acceptable in our liberal, metrosexual, middle school society yet still tends to annoy the piss out of people.
not really good advice, but hey, you asked for it.
zaksmith:
indeed, i am he.

thanks for writing!

chungking express rocks--have you seen any other of WKW's movies?
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I saw Soup Girl today...

love love love

I had a dream earlier today with her. She came over to my house and we made pancakes and French Fries. I had the best time. Then I woke up. Great dreams are worse than my most horrible nightmares. At least i can deal with a bad dream.

I think Soup lost my movie.

I saw her playing with a...
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takesatraintocry:
I don't know if this helps or hurts, but all of my male friends would simply love to have an object of desire... I know how bad it sucks to obsess, but at least you know there are those out there to excite and intrigue you.
yuriel:
i fall hard too man *hugs*
i know how you feel
so bad frown
wish i knew what to say
EL SUICIDO LOCO
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Oh man, whatta weekend! Where to start?

I went to this 24 hour party in the 9th ward on Aprils Fools Day with my friend Blake. It was boring for the most part. I barely recognized anyone there. Lots of drunk Bohos and their starved pets hanging out around the campfire. Blake, who spends most of the time in a drug induced stupor, woke up...
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hyenahell:
kiss
great meeting you, man. sorry i didn't get to talk that much, it's kind of hard to hang out at work. what with the huge bar between me and the rest of the world, and all those silly folks demanding that i do my job and serve them booze. heh. but now that i'm officially unemployed, i should have an open-ended schedule (albeit a thinner wallet).

so.

see ya at the next meet-up?

-Hyena.
takesatraintocry:
This might be the best journal entry I've yet read. I applaud your choice: as dirty of a man as I can be, I'll take good grades and good sleep over underage orgies any day of the week.

Were they aware that you woke up?
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Soup Girl ignored me again. My ploy is to lend her DVDs in hopes that she would return them and I could have a excuse to talk to her. But every time she gives the tapes back, it's always in a situation where all she has to do is hand me my movies and avoid me for the rest of the night. Today was no...
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unknowntrigram:
Welcome to the BCB group
xanippi:
she was scared of you