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Soup Girl ignored me again. My ploy is to lend her DVDs in hopes that she would return them and I could have a excuse to talk to her. But every time she gives the tapes back, it's always in a situation where all she has to do is hand me my movies and avoid me for the rest of the night. Today was no different. She gave me the movies back without a hello even! At first I thought she was too tired speak. Her body posture was a bit stooped and she dragged her feet. It turns out that she was just bored by me. As proof, she then chatted up the whole room. People say she's a nice person. When someone brings up Soup Girl, I refer to her as my friend but I'm not her friend. I'm nobody's friend. No one know me. No one cares to know me.

I'm overweight, without wit, ugly and live with my parents. In other words a monster.

Who could love a monster?