beckricci

Hurricane Katrina broke me off from my small circle of friends. BAD
The same hurricane forced me into a new situation, which has given me a new, more positive out look on life. GOOD

Told Soup Girl how i felt about her.and she gave me the "I don 't like you in that way" speech. BAD
But since I told her, I'm moved past those feelings. GOOD

I have been suffering with bouts of depression and loneliness, feeling general alone in the world. BAD
Those same feelings have inspired new artisitc ideas. Pushing me into places I would have never gone if i didn't think life was so hopeless at times. GOOD

I went out with this chick for my birthday (a/k/a Operation Get Beckricci Laid). I think i over prepared for the night out and i was under the impression that it was a "date" date. It wasn't. It's was more of a party time thing and she wound up talking to her friends and hooking up with this crackhead for the night. BAD
It stings that she didn't find me attractive but it's okay i guess. Pretty girls rarely do. But i have no other choice but to lick my wounds and move on. I guess i shouldn't keep my hope so high next time. Lession learned. Soup Girl told me that it wasn't a sin to like another person. So i guess being a pathtic loser doesn't make me a bad guy either. NOT GOOD BUT BETTER THAN BAD, RIGHT?

Is there a "meh" emoticon?