becca_____

I've felt really icky and stagnant the last few days. I still don't know if I got into grad school (and I'm sure that the fact that I turned in an important piece of the application two weeks late isn't going to help), and I don't really have any backup plan. I'm basing my entire future on something that I may or may not be able (or even want) to do. But if I don't do something then I'm just going to be a waitress with a lot of debt and a useless college degree. I kind of started trying some new directions today, so I've either taken really important steps to broaden my life or I've set myself up for failure. I guess I'll find out which it is in a few weeks.

Tomorrow I'm going to see CocoRosie in SF, which I'm really really looking forward to. They're my most recent musical obsession, and pretty much all I've listened to all week. It's perfect timing for a trip to SF and an amazing concert. I think it will probably help a lot.