Goddamn, talk about insomnia.
I've been up since 5:45.
Maybe it was all the red wine last night? I can never sleep well after drinking that shit...or maybe it's because my mind has been in constant motion for weeks. It can't even slow down long enough to sleep.
I stepped on my glasses earlier, and then the lens fell out.
Maybe I couldn't sleep because I'm thinking of all the things that I want/have to do today.
Get gas. Go buy a computer with dad. Clean out car. Buy cigarettes. Pack overnight bag with essentials. Toothbrush. Underwear. Very Terry pants. You know...
My cat loves to chill on the roof outside my room. She makes a running leap for the window as soon as I open my door in the morning. She'll lay out there for hours. Love it. Cats are funny creatures.
Autumn is my favorite season.
I'm very excited about my new laptop. I can't wait to get it and play with it. I'll make sure that I back-up all of my shit this time. I still can't believe that I lost everything else. I think I'm still half-expecting that the new laptop will just magically have everything that I had on my other computer. Hah. Wouldn't that be glorious?
It's a little difficult to type this morning because my hands are very very sore. I have blisters and bruises from the punching bag last night. That really does come in handy sometimes. I think we'd have alot more holes in the walls if we didn't have that thing. The three of us can be very volatile. Especially when drinking is involved. Heh.
I have to add another class, because one of mine got cancelled. It's going to be Adolescent Developmental Psych. I already took the child one, but I figured the adolescent one would be just as beneficial since ideally who I want to work with are troubled teens. The adolescents of this world are the ones that you need to really focus on. Because when you're a teenager, there's still a chance for you to change your life for the better...it gets harder as you get older, because you lose more of your innocence with every passing year....sad, but true..I've realized that myself.
Speaking of innocence, I cannot wait to get back to the shelter and start interning with the kids again. I'm so lucky that I get to have my same internship this semester too. As much as it wore the life out of me sometimes, I really enjoyed going there. Working with those kids really brought me a new perspective on the social work system.
Okay for real this time...see you on Wednesday.</3
Don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die...
I've been up since 5:45.
Maybe it was all the red wine last night? I can never sleep well after drinking that shit...or maybe it's because my mind has been in constant motion for weeks. It can't even slow down long enough to sleep.
I stepped on my glasses earlier, and then the lens fell out.
Maybe I couldn't sleep because I'm thinking of all the things that I want/have to do today.
Get gas. Go buy a computer with dad. Clean out car. Buy cigarettes. Pack overnight bag with essentials. Toothbrush. Underwear. Very Terry pants. You know...
My cat loves to chill on the roof outside my room. She makes a running leap for the window as soon as I open my door in the morning. She'll lay out there for hours. Love it. Cats are funny creatures.
Autumn is my favorite season.
I'm very excited about my new laptop. I can't wait to get it and play with it. I'll make sure that I back-up all of my shit this time. I still can't believe that I lost everything else. I think I'm still half-expecting that the new laptop will just magically have everything that I had on my other computer. Hah. Wouldn't that be glorious?
It's a little difficult to type this morning because my hands are very very sore. I have blisters and bruises from the punching bag last night. That really does come in handy sometimes. I think we'd have alot more holes in the walls if we didn't have that thing. The three of us can be very volatile. Especially when drinking is involved. Heh.
I have to add another class, because one of mine got cancelled. It's going to be Adolescent Developmental Psych. I already took the child one, but I figured the adolescent one would be just as beneficial since ideally who I want to work with are troubled teens. The adolescents of this world are the ones that you need to really focus on. Because when you're a teenager, there's still a chance for you to change your life for the better...it gets harder as you get older, because you lose more of your innocence with every passing year....sad, but true..I've realized that myself.
Speaking of innocence, I cannot wait to get back to the shelter and start interning with the kids again. I'm so lucky that I get to have my same internship this semester too. As much as it wore the life out of me sometimes, I really enjoyed going there. Working with those kids really brought me a new perspective on the social work system.
Okay for real this time...see you on Wednesday.</3
Don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die...