I dunno. For some reason I'm in a way better mood than I was last night...I was a goddamn fucking mess last night. I don't even know why...I just lost it. And in the middle of losing it, I got a long distance phone call from an unexpected person, that made me smile for a half hour. As soon as we hung up, I started crying again. I guess it was just one of those nights? Being alone in the house has not been helping at all.
I've been prescribed Xaxax for a bit because of the panic attacks I've been having. I only take half a pill though because I know how addicting they can be, and they make me feel hung over in the morning. They've been helping my jaw though, because alot of the pain is due to stress and grinding my teeth together. ouch.
Worked tonight for the first time in a week+ and it was good. I just felt like my head wasnt on straight at all all night. Luckily I left with 80$. That was nice.
I have a huge gash on my pinkie from the punching bag the other night...I'm going to start using that regularly now. And of course I banged it on something so that just made it worse. Why is it whenever you have a cut or a bruise or something, it always happens that you bang it against something? It's like pouring salt in the wound.
It was positively gorgeous out today. I wish the entire summer was like it was today. Clear blue skies, and not too hot. It would've been a good beach day.
well that was a long post about...nothing.
I've been prescribed Xaxax for a bit because of the panic attacks I've been having. I only take half a pill though because I know how addicting they can be, and they make me feel hung over in the morning. They've been helping my jaw though, because alot of the pain is due to stress and grinding my teeth together. ouch.
Worked tonight for the first time in a week+ and it was good. I just felt like my head wasnt on straight at all all night. Luckily I left with 80$. That was nice.
I have a huge gash on my pinkie from the punching bag the other night...I'm going to start using that regularly now. And of course I banged it on something so that just made it worse. Why is it whenever you have a cut or a bruise or something, it always happens that you bang it against something? It's like pouring salt in the wound.
It was positively gorgeous out today. I wish the entire summer was like it was today. Clear blue skies, and not too hot. It would've been a good beach day.
well that was a long post about...nothing.
I realized that having some small amount of actual bling can be helpful when you need to take fancy pictures with your parents.... but other than that.... more plastic!