"what made you so scared?
maybe you're mistaken for someone who cares
if you remember (remember)
I've been trying to get back to the center
but I'm sure
it's not like it was before"
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I bought the Circa Survive Cd "Juturna" yesterday. It's really fucking good. A friend of mine was really into them, so I figured I'd give it a shot. Nice stuff. I also bought the new NIN, now I've never really been into NIN but I once again, heard alot of good things about the new CD so I figured I'd pick it up. wow. I love it so far. Reminds me alot of old Stabbing Westward for some reason... I miss Stabbing Westward. They had some good shit.
When I'm high I type in complete sentences/paragraphs. Complete with correction capitalization and punctuation. haha.
Anyway, today is my (least favorite) roommate's 21st. She's coming home tonight, and I guess is expecting some crazy time for her birthday... but I don't know what we're going to do. Maybe go down to the city. I bought a bottle of Skyy though, because I figured we could at least make it a redbull/vodka night. Those are always interesting...
So, Justin came up on Sunday and we got to spend a few days together. It was really good to see him. Last night we went out to dinner, and ate some yum crablegs, and then came back here and had alone time. Wonderful as always, but I'm sore today....I missed sleeping next to him, even though he moved down to the couch to sleep this morning because my room was sweltering.
"what brought you back to this place
I knew you'd never learn
it's obvious.........."
It's really fucking hot out today. I was very productive too (until now..hehe). I woke up, called the doctor about my test results, but they said that he hasn't even looked at them yet. Gah. I hate doctor's. So he's going to call me when he looks at them...I talked to my sister for a good half hour because we were supposed to get together today, but she forgot. That's fine with me, because I had shit to do, and didn't feel like driving down to her place. Heh. It was good to talk to her, and I'm glad we do this weekly phone call thing. We've been calling each other once a week for the past few weeks, and she said to me before we got off the phone "Have a good week, I'll talk to you next week, I love you." That made me happy, because we're keeping touch on a regular basis again, we used to go months without talking to each other, and I hated that. My sister is my best friend, and she's an awesome person, she's the last person I would ever want to lose contact with.
What else did I do today? Finally cleaned out my car. It was a disgusting mess. There were shoes, and empty green tea bottles, and empty cig packs, lighters, trash, CD's scattered everywhere, SHOES, work shirts, sweaters, a scarf, a SHOVEL, windshield washer fluid. hah. SO MUCH SHIT. So I put all that stuff in a trash bag and now it's sitting on my living room floor. hah. I cleaned the house yesterday, and did the dishes today. I'm such a good little housewifie. hah. No one else does that shit. Oh, I cleaned the bathroom too. It was foul.
I got a haircut today, and went to wal-mart yesterday to pick up some shit. Productive little thing on my days off huh? I did sleep til 2 PM yesterday tho. Oh, and it felt SO FUCKING GOOD. I had gotten like 12 hours of sleep total since thursday night. that's the worst. We decided not to go to the beach yesterday bkz I just didn't feel like going. Neither did Justin. I just wanted to lay in my bed forever.
I have not been doing very well with saving money. Well that's not completely true. But I blew pretty much everything I mad last week. pfft. But I'll be working alot this week again, and next week. And bills aren't due for another two weeks anyway. I should be okay. But I need to save for Miami and Las Vegas! And Amsterdam!
I'll say it again, being an adult SUCKS.
I haven't seen or spoken to my parents in awhile. Hmm.
Maybe I'll go home next week sometime? Maybe Sunday. I haven't seen or talked to Kerry in awhile, I'll call her later.
Now it's naked siesta time, because it's too fucking hot to do anything else. We had sick thunderstorms last nite too, they lasted for HOURS. I love thunderstorms. Mmmm.
xox.
maybe you're mistaken for someone who cares
if you remember (remember)
I've been trying to get back to the center
but I'm sure
it's not like it was before"
---
I bought the Circa Survive Cd "Juturna" yesterday. It's really fucking good. A friend of mine was really into them, so I figured I'd give it a shot. Nice stuff. I also bought the new NIN, now I've never really been into NIN but I once again, heard alot of good things about the new CD so I figured I'd pick it up. wow. I love it so far. Reminds me alot of old Stabbing Westward for some reason... I miss Stabbing Westward. They had some good shit.
When I'm high I type in complete sentences/paragraphs. Complete with correction capitalization and punctuation. haha.
Anyway, today is my (least favorite) roommate's 21st. She's coming home tonight, and I guess is expecting some crazy time for her birthday... but I don't know what we're going to do. Maybe go down to the city. I bought a bottle of Skyy though, because I figured we could at least make it a redbull/vodka night. Those are always interesting...
So, Justin came up on Sunday and we got to spend a few days together. It was really good to see him. Last night we went out to dinner, and ate some yum crablegs, and then came back here and had alone time. Wonderful as always, but I'm sore today....I missed sleeping next to him, even though he moved down to the couch to sleep this morning because my room was sweltering.
"what brought you back to this place
I knew you'd never learn
it's obvious.........."
It's really fucking hot out today. I was very productive too (until now..hehe). I woke up, called the doctor about my test results, but they said that he hasn't even looked at them yet. Gah. I hate doctor's. So he's going to call me when he looks at them...I talked to my sister for a good half hour because we were supposed to get together today, but she forgot. That's fine with me, because I had shit to do, and didn't feel like driving down to her place. Heh. It was good to talk to her, and I'm glad we do this weekly phone call thing. We've been calling each other once a week for the past few weeks, and she said to me before we got off the phone "Have a good week, I'll talk to you next week, I love you." That made me happy, because we're keeping touch on a regular basis again, we used to go months without talking to each other, and I hated that. My sister is my best friend, and she's an awesome person, she's the last person I would ever want to lose contact with.
What else did I do today? Finally cleaned out my car. It was a disgusting mess. There were shoes, and empty green tea bottles, and empty cig packs, lighters, trash, CD's scattered everywhere, SHOES, work shirts, sweaters, a scarf, a SHOVEL, windshield washer fluid. hah. SO MUCH SHIT. So I put all that stuff in a trash bag and now it's sitting on my living room floor. hah. I cleaned the house yesterday, and did the dishes today. I'm such a good little housewifie. hah. No one else does that shit. Oh, I cleaned the bathroom too. It was foul.
I got a haircut today, and went to wal-mart yesterday to pick up some shit. Productive little thing on my days off huh? I did sleep til 2 PM yesterday tho. Oh, and it felt SO FUCKING GOOD. I had gotten like 12 hours of sleep total since thursday night. that's the worst. We decided not to go to the beach yesterday bkz I just didn't feel like going. Neither did Justin. I just wanted to lay in my bed forever.
I have not been doing very well with saving money. Well that's not completely true. But I blew pretty much everything I mad last week. pfft. But I'll be working alot this week again, and next week. And bills aren't due for another two weeks anyway. I should be okay. But I need to save for Miami and Las Vegas! And Amsterdam!
I'll say it again, being an adult SUCKS.
I haven't seen or spoken to my parents in awhile. Hmm.
Maybe I'll go home next week sometime? Maybe Sunday. I haven't seen or talked to Kerry in awhile, I'll call her later.
Now it's naked siesta time, because it's too fucking hot to do anything else. We had sick thunderstorms last nite too, they lasted for HOURS. I love thunderstorms. Mmmm.
xox.