it's time for another round of love/hate :
:LOVE:
+making money; paying bills; feeling accomplished
+going out to the bar with kristen. that girl knows how to drink and have a good time, and we always hang out with the most random people.
+that i {finally} get to see/sleep next to justin tonight.<3
+getting high after a long night at day/work.
+today was the first day that i haven't cried hysterically (or at all) in probably a week or so.
+i'm going to see the Dali exhibit tomorrow and then meet up with ker for drinks <3!!
+my boss is willing to do anything for me that i want just because he's afraid i'm going to quit, and he needs me.
+taking a bath and shaving my legs while i'm stoned (weird, i know, but it feels really fucking good) -- which i'm going to do, after this.
:HATE:
(there's going to be alot more on this list)
+sleeping alone.
+crying every day for the past week
+not really sleeping at all. i've developed insomnia again it seems.
+that i've lost another 6 lbs since the last time i was at the doctor's, which was about a month ago. this means that since september, i've lost almost 20 lbs.
i'm going to get some blood work done to make sure that nothing is seriously wrong with me. i know my anemia is pretty bad because i'm bruising everywhere for no reason... and if my bloodwork is good, i'm going to go to talk to a nutritionist, because obviously i'm not eating enough/right...which is most likely the case. i hope.
+i have to get my wisdom teeth out this summer
+tension in the house.
+that i got offered a part-time job @ my internship but still have not returned the application. durh! getyourshittogether.
+being far away from everyone i love.
+my Navy-bound friend leaves on thursday. i'll probably never see him again.
+that my text messages have been over SO MUCH the past 2 months, and i owe my dad like $135 in charges. fuck!
+that my grade for my research class is still not up. (i got all B's in the rest of my classes. woot!)
+missing you.
+when customers at the restaurant call me "waitress". i clearly announce my name when i greet the table, so fucking remember it bitch!
sooo yeah. that's the past few days in a nut-shell. i've been feeling alot better and taking my meds like a good little girl. hah.
after i get over this sickness i'm going to try to quit smoking...anyone have any good tips on that?
xox.
:LOVE:
+making money; paying bills; feeling accomplished
+going out to the bar with kristen. that girl knows how to drink and have a good time, and we always hang out with the most random people.
+that i {finally} get to see/sleep next to justin tonight.<3
+getting high after a long night at day/work.
+today was the first day that i haven't cried hysterically (or at all) in probably a week or so.
+i'm going to see the Dali exhibit tomorrow and then meet up with ker for drinks <3!!
+my boss is willing to do anything for me that i want just because he's afraid i'm going to quit, and he needs me.
+taking a bath and shaving my legs while i'm stoned (weird, i know, but it feels really fucking good) -- which i'm going to do, after this.
:HATE:
(there's going to be alot more on this list)
+sleeping alone.
+crying every day for the past week
+not really sleeping at all. i've developed insomnia again it seems.
+that i've lost another 6 lbs since the last time i was at the doctor's, which was about a month ago. this means that since september, i've lost almost 20 lbs.
i'm going to get some blood work done to make sure that nothing is seriously wrong with me. i know my anemia is pretty bad because i'm bruising everywhere for no reason... and if my bloodwork is good, i'm going to go to talk to a nutritionist, because obviously i'm not eating enough/right...which is most likely the case. i hope.
+i have to get my wisdom teeth out this summer
+tension in the house.
+that i got offered a part-time job @ my internship but still have not returned the application. durh! getyourshittogether.
+being far away from everyone i love.
+my Navy-bound friend leaves on thursday. i'll probably never see him again.
+that my text messages have been over SO MUCH the past 2 months, and i owe my dad like $135 in charges. fuck!
+that my grade for my research class is still not up. (i got all B's in the rest of my classes. woot!)
+missing you.
+when customers at the restaurant call me "waitress". i clearly announce my name when i greet the table, so fucking remember it bitch!
sooo yeah. that's the past few days in a nut-shell. i've been feeling alot better and taking my meds like a good little girl. hah.
after i get over this sickness i'm going to try to quit smoking...anyone have any good tips on that?
xox.
article10:
good luck with the quitting of the smoking. i've tried and never been able to pull it off. it's the worst of all addictions and the hardest to quit.