what a weird few days emotionally this has been.
on sunday i had sort of a mini breakdown that was bound to happen sooner or later based on the long hours i had been working and just the confusing shit that has been racing thru my brain.
but i cried, let it out, and i felt remotely better after. it had been a long long time since i had cried so hard.
i've been stressing out about school but it's getting better, especially since i got a 100 on my last stats quiz, and the last one we get to use a cheat sheet. so it's looking as tho i will get the grade that i need for that class. i also did a presentation for my social work class tonite that my teacher LOVED [i wrote the presentation today], and i got an A-. my nite class got out an hour and a half early. and my cognitive disabilties class got out after 20 minutes. life is good.
i do not have to work tomorrow bkz i switched with someone, so i'm working thursday instead. so i have all tomorrow to do whatever...so i'm going to go shopping with justin bkz he's going to buy me a new winter jacket.
i need to get some x-mas shopping done too.
i found out that 3 out of 4 of my finals are on the same day which at first stressed me out, but two of them arent cumulative, and it'll be good to just get them out of the way, and that gives me a week to study for my stats final. werd. i'm actually looking forward to finals week, bkz i can deal with tests, it's going to class that i HATE HATE HATE.
my dad is having a bad day which makes me sad. i called to talk to my mom and he said hold on i'll get her. and then comes back and goes "chris, i dont know what's wrong with me today, but your mom went out shopping. i forgot." that made my heart skip a beat...but i asked him if he was feeling okay, and he said yeah, he was just distracted. my poor daddy. i asked him what he wanted for christmas, and he said "as long as i stay healthy, and have a job, that's all i want." i hope he does stay healthy and employed. that's for sure.
last nite, justin came over and made me and my roommates dinner. it was fantastic. yummy baked chicken with fresh green beans and potatoes and biscuits and yummy bannana bread. it is so much fun to have alot of people running around the house, and sitting down at the dinner table together laughing, and eating, and drinking wine. that's my fucking favorite.
i finally got new sunglasses. mine were missing for forever, and i just gave up on the hope that they were ever coming back. i think someone stole them from the house...along with our remote.
bastards.
anyway,
hope everyone is doing well.
xox.
on sunday i had sort of a mini breakdown that was bound to happen sooner or later based on the long hours i had been working and just the confusing shit that has been racing thru my brain.
but i cried, let it out, and i felt remotely better after. it had been a long long time since i had cried so hard.
i've been stressing out about school but it's getting better, especially since i got a 100 on my last stats quiz, and the last one we get to use a cheat sheet. so it's looking as tho i will get the grade that i need for that class. i also did a presentation for my social work class tonite that my teacher LOVED [i wrote the presentation today], and i got an A-. my nite class got out an hour and a half early. and my cognitive disabilties class got out after 20 minutes. life is good.
i do not have to work tomorrow bkz i switched with someone, so i'm working thursday instead. so i have all tomorrow to do whatever...so i'm going to go shopping with justin bkz he's going to buy me a new winter jacket.
i need to get some x-mas shopping done too.
i found out that 3 out of 4 of my finals are on the same day which at first stressed me out, but two of them arent cumulative, and it'll be good to just get them out of the way, and that gives me a week to study for my stats final. werd. i'm actually looking forward to finals week, bkz i can deal with tests, it's going to class that i HATE HATE HATE.
my dad is having a bad day which makes me sad. i called to talk to my mom and he said hold on i'll get her. and then comes back and goes "chris, i dont know what's wrong with me today, but your mom went out shopping. i forgot." that made my heart skip a beat...but i asked him if he was feeling okay, and he said yeah, he was just distracted. my poor daddy. i asked him what he wanted for christmas, and he said "as long as i stay healthy, and have a job, that's all i want." i hope he does stay healthy and employed. that's for sure.
last nite, justin came over and made me and my roommates dinner. it was fantastic. yummy baked chicken with fresh green beans and potatoes and biscuits and yummy bannana bread. it is so much fun to have alot of people running around the house, and sitting down at the dinner table together laughing, and eating, and drinking wine. that's my fucking favorite.
i finally got new sunglasses. mine were missing for forever, and i just gave up on the hope that they were ever coming back. i think someone stole them from the house...along with our remote.
bastards.
anyway,
hope everyone is doing well.
xox.
i hope your dad stays healthy & employed too.
I miss my days of big dinners with my friends. (sigh) Ive mostly been with family as of lately.