so this weekend went so fast. too fast.
i hope this week goes fast so this weekend can come and i can enjoy my weekend in NYC with justin.
i woke up at 6:45 this morning to meet with my stats teacher @ 7:30 to make up that quiz i missed...........and she never showed up. gah.
i did get to make it up. but that's not the fucking point. i lost two hours of sleep for that shit...but woke up feeling very refreshed for some reason. i guess it's good to go to bed at 11 PM sometimes huh?
it's getting bitterly cold out already and i dont have a winter jacket. buh.
my daddy came up yesterday and took me out to lunch at my restaurant. it was nice. it was good to see him, and he gave me some money. it made me happy that he actually made the effort to come up and see me, unlike my mother who doesnt make any effort whatsoever. i have so much bitterness towards her right now. the only reason why i'm going home for thanksgiving is because i know my dad will be disappointed if i dont show. it's such a waste. it'll just be us three, and my mother will be miserable. it's just sad and depressing. she doesnt even try to make it feel like we're a family anymore. it's like she gave up. my sister wont be there. sometimes i wish i could just not go, i miss feeling like a family. sure it really never has been that way....but iuno. i wish i could spend every holiday with justin's family bkz that's what i envision families to be like, that's how they should be. full of laughter and people and good food. where you go to bed drunk on wine and your bellies full of awesome food. meh.
this weeek will be relatively easy bkz i dont have much work to get done. one paper down, one to go, and then i'm virtually done for the week. it'll be nice to not have to work all weekend too, even tho i'm coming home from new york and working sunday nite for a few hours just to make up some of the money that i'm missing out on.
the new APC cd is really good.
they do a cover of john lennon's "imagine" i like it alot.
okay, that's all she wrote. i think i'll get a shower now.
xox.
i hope this week goes fast so this weekend can come and i can enjoy my weekend in NYC with justin.
i woke up at 6:45 this morning to meet with my stats teacher @ 7:30 to make up that quiz i missed...........and she never showed up. gah.
i did get to make it up. but that's not the fucking point. i lost two hours of sleep for that shit...but woke up feeling very refreshed for some reason. i guess it's good to go to bed at 11 PM sometimes huh?
it's getting bitterly cold out already and i dont have a winter jacket. buh.
my daddy came up yesterday and took me out to lunch at my restaurant. it was nice. it was good to see him, and he gave me some money. it made me happy that he actually made the effort to come up and see me, unlike my mother who doesnt make any effort whatsoever. i have so much bitterness towards her right now. the only reason why i'm going home for thanksgiving is because i know my dad will be disappointed if i dont show. it's such a waste. it'll just be us three, and my mother will be miserable. it's just sad and depressing. she doesnt even try to make it feel like we're a family anymore. it's like she gave up. my sister wont be there. sometimes i wish i could just not go, i miss feeling like a family. sure it really never has been that way....but iuno. i wish i could spend every holiday with justin's family bkz that's what i envision families to be like, that's how they should be. full of laughter and people and good food. where you go to bed drunk on wine and your bellies full of awesome food. meh.
this weeek will be relatively easy bkz i dont have much work to get done. one paper down, one to go, and then i'm virtually done for the week. it'll be nice to not have to work all weekend too, even tho i'm coming home from new york and working sunday nite for a few hours just to make up some of the money that i'm missing out on.
the new APC cd is really good.
they do a cover of john lennon's "imagine" i like it alot.
okay, that's all she wrote. i think i'll get a shower now.
xox.
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Its probably going to be Sunday the 14th if your interested.
I love ballet necks too. I don't know how I'll knit it, but I'll figure that out when I get to that point. That shape neck looks lovely with jewlery.
Sounds like you had a busy couple of day, tahst sux about the quiz (damn that teacher for getting u up early).
I like not having to work on week-end either, but i might ocationally work if i get a field trip or somthing, but its usually somewhere fun, like toa theme park or a zoo or somthing (so i cant complain about that), and on top of it i woudl get paid to go and get in for free (im a bus driver)
yeha i like the new APC cover song "Imagine" i havent heard the rest of it yet, but im seriously concidering buying the cd.
hope you enjoyed your shower, ill probly get one tomarrow after my morning run, i dont feel like getting one now (i need to shave to, i hate shaving).
ok tat ta for now