Well, another emotional roller coaster of a week. Thankfully this time, there was only one really bad day.
I'm not going to get too much into it, because I've finally stopped feeling sad/angry about the situation, and I just want to move on. On Tuesday, I walked out of my current job, the one I've been working at for over a year, never to return again. It was pretty much just over bullshit politics, and the fact that myself and the rest of my peers were completely not respected by the rest of the staff, and I was the only one who had nothing to lose, and the balls to stick up for myself. I'm not afraid to speak my mind, and I don't like feeling like I have to suppress what I'm feeling. It sucks, because I was sick over the whole thing, and I hated leaving on a bad note, but it's for the best really. No looking back.
In other news, I spent all day yesterday moving my shit out of one room of my apartment into another. I've lived here for almost 2 years now, and this is the 3rd year that we're going to be living here. It's nice to not have to really move, but it was also nice to get a new space, and a change of scenery. It's small, and it kind of reminds me of my college dorm, but it's clean and smoke-free and bright, and there are things on the walls that I haven't been able to put up bkz of lack of wall-space. I also have a lovely built-in shelving unit, which I looove.
I start my new job on Monday. So I'm going to enjoy my weekend off in any way that I can since I'm going to be throwing myself into this job and probably become absorbed in it, and exhausted from it for the first few weeks. I'm very excited about having a regular paycheck again, being able to wear jeans on a daily basis to work, and a NICE NICE NICE boss. I hope it ends up being as good as it seems it'll be. *fingers crossed*
There have been many days and nights of awesomeness with the boy. Beach trips, dinner dates, good music, him making me feel like a million dollars when all I wanted to do was cry...and he let me cry and he held me and kissed me, and it's pretty fucking sweet and awesome. and gay.
I guess I should keep my fingers crossed for that one too, or maybe someone should pinch me. Or slap me.
I'm asking my Dad to send me my keyboard up from the dirty dirty. I want to start playing again, and since I definitely can't afford a full size piano, nor do I have the space for one...I figured that'll do just fine. I hope he still has it!!!!
Hope everyone has a lovely weekend. And I hope the sun comes out.
xox.
I'm not going to get too much into it, because I've finally stopped feeling sad/angry about the situation, and I just want to move on. On Tuesday, I walked out of my current job, the one I've been working at for over a year, never to return again. It was pretty much just over bullshit politics, and the fact that myself and the rest of my peers were completely not respected by the rest of the staff, and I was the only one who had nothing to lose, and the balls to stick up for myself. I'm not afraid to speak my mind, and I don't like feeling like I have to suppress what I'm feeling. It sucks, because I was sick over the whole thing, and I hated leaving on a bad note, but it's for the best really. No looking back.
In other news, I spent all day yesterday moving my shit out of one room of my apartment into another. I've lived here for almost 2 years now, and this is the 3rd year that we're going to be living here. It's nice to not have to really move, but it was also nice to get a new space, and a change of scenery. It's small, and it kind of reminds me of my college dorm, but it's clean and smoke-free and bright, and there are things on the walls that I haven't been able to put up bkz of lack of wall-space. I also have a lovely built-in shelving unit, which I looove.
I start my new job on Monday. So I'm going to enjoy my weekend off in any way that I can since I'm going to be throwing myself into this job and probably become absorbed in it, and exhausted from it for the first few weeks. I'm very excited about having a regular paycheck again, being able to wear jeans on a daily basis to work, and a NICE NICE NICE boss. I hope it ends up being as good as it seems it'll be. *fingers crossed*
There have been many days and nights of awesomeness with the boy. Beach trips, dinner dates, good music, him making me feel like a million dollars when all I wanted to do was cry...and he let me cry and he held me and kissed me, and it's pretty fucking sweet and awesome. and gay.
I guess I should keep my fingers crossed for that one too, or maybe someone should pinch me. Or slap me.
I'm asking my Dad to send me my keyboard up from the dirty dirty. I want to start playing again, and since I definitely can't afford a full size piano, nor do I have the space for one...I figured that'll do just fine. I hope he still has it!!!!
Hope everyone has a lovely weekend. And I hope the sun comes out.
xox.
lotro:
Good luck with all your big changes. Sounds like out of the dust something better will emerge.
xbob13x:
I too am starting a new job Monday...kind of. I am getting transfered to a new location. A little nervous.