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beatyourheartout

Tustin, Ca

Member Since 2004

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Tuesday Nov 30, 2004

Nov 30, 2004
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The mom deal is passed, but still it looms. Im not going to worry about it. I really dont care what she thinks about what I do. She cant get over the fact that I can make responsible choices for myself and that Im not 2 any more.

Other than that life is life. there was a snow storm on friday and its still extra cold and extra snowy here. I love it. I really need to buy a digital camera so I can take pictures of how awesome everything is... and pictures of me!

Im such a vain thing, but at the same time can not stand the way I look. I really hope one day I'll get a good balance of vanity and self-hate that I'll look in the mirror and see a girl.

But I think thats how it is for everybody. One day you look in the mirror and love the person staring back at you and the next you cant stand. Ce la vie.

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kimi:
Yep it is Kimi smile
Dec 2, 2004
starstealer:
I know what you mean. I spend so much time on my looks and still don't think i am attractive. even though everyone always tells me how pretty i am. but you, your very cute! you wouldn't guess you had self esteeme issues but i guess everyone does.
Dec 4, 2004

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