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Hmm long absent.
Life has just been really busy. Well, busy enough to keep me from writing in this thing.
And I think with school starting tomorrow it'll be a little more harder to write, but who know, we'll see. Ill probably be wriitting in here going. "omg did you guys know such and such happened in such and such year"
Life has just been really busy. Well, busy enough to keep me from writing in this thing.
And I think with school starting tomorrow it'll be a little more harder to write, but who know, we'll see. Ill probably be wriitting in here going. "omg did you guys know such and such happened in such and such year"
akl:
eh - it's your money. still intent on becoming an sg?
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icantplayguitar:
I totall missed your birthday, because i didn't realize what the damn balloon meant, because, you know balloons mean so many things. i thought maybe you were having a yard sale.
akl:
haven't seen you on im lately, but we're planning an sgreno bowling night if you're still around
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demonesskage:
Very nice dear! Does this have anything to do with that bizarre dream you told me about? Hopefully Paris Hilton doesn't really factor in anywhere.
codemonkeym:
Cool tat! 
RIP DIMEBAG DARRELL
<3 fucking guitar god shot down.
<3 fucking guitar god shot down.
drek77:
I still can't grasp it.
I had a fucking weird dream last night. It involved Paris Hilton, her trucker uncle, being lost, stopping off in Victoria at Forbidden City Tattoos and me not being able to get money to get a tattoo.
Somehow I was Paris's new best friend and we got lost. She made a few phone calls and her Trucker Uncle came to get us. Well, I had...
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Somehow I was Paris's new best friend and we got lost. She made a few phone calls and her Trucker Uncle came to get us. Well, I had...
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akl:
see the latest south park with her?
I can't picture a hilton as a trucker uncle
I can't picture a hilton as a trucker uncle
demonesskage:
Of all the bizzare things to dream about!
well I once had a dream that I was at a summer camp that was being taken over by aliens, and the aliens were turning the campers into vases and urns. How weird is that? I remember there being a wedding that took place in a tree too. How's that fit in? No idea.
How are you fairing? Well, I hope!
well I once had a dream that I was at a summer camp that was being taken over by aliens, and the aliens were turning the campers into vases and urns. How weird is that? I remember there being a wedding that took place in a tree too. How's that fit in? No idea.
How are you fairing? Well, I hope!
sinisin:
its funny cause im in the army and have yet to go over to the middle east, im in korea right now, but i never really get to hear to much about what goes on over there, but what i do hear i know is one sided to fuel us into wanting to harm them even more, grrr why did i choose this 
akl:
that is interesting; another reason I could never fight for this country. 
The mom deal is passed, but still it looms. Im not going to worry about it. I really dont care what she thinks about what I do. She cant get over the fact that I can make responsible choices for myself and that Im not 2 any more.
Other than that life is life. there was a snow storm on friday and its still extra...
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Other than that life is life. there was a snow storm on friday and its still extra...
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kimi:
Yep it is Kimi 
starstealer:
I know what you mean. I spend so much time on my looks and still don't think i am attractive. even though everyone always tells me how pretty i am. but you, your very cute! you wouldn't guess you had self esteeme issues but i guess everyone does.
Oh, this is rich.
I leave SG open and my mom walks in my room when Im not in here because I dont knwo what she was doing and she saw SG.
Whoa, she told me she thought I had more integerity. Just because she saw a few bad picture shes disappointed in me.
She also said it was gross. I was like by your...
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I leave SG open and my mom walks in my room when Im not in here because I dont knwo what she was doing and she saw SG.
Whoa, she told me she thought I had more integerity. Just because she saw a few bad picture shes disappointed in me.
She also said it was gross. I was like by your...
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evil_mad_hatter:
I would agree that SG is by far more artistic than porn like. I myself rejoined for the community.
Parents are often quick to judge things that way whe they're old fassioned. But likely she did many things her mother would have said the exact same things about.
Parents are often quick to judge things that way whe they're old fassioned. But likely she did many things her mother would have said the exact same things about.
demonesskage:
Ya know, I told my mom that I watched porn at 16. I walked into her bedroom at 15 and told her I need to go to the gyn because I was sleeping with my boyfriend and needed birth control. The trick is to make it sound like you're in control.
Not only did I tell my mom about SG, but I told her that I planned on modeling for them. She asked me if that made me the least bit uncomfortable. I smilled and told her I'd gotten her good looks, and why not show them off? Besides. Extra money for school right? C'mon.
In the same breath I told her I was going to get my nipples pierced next week. If you make it all sound like the most natural thing in the world, they won't have a single thing to say!
Eeep. That was long. Sorry to hijack your journal!
Not only did I tell my mom about SG, but I told her that I planned on modeling for them. She asked me if that made me the least bit uncomfortable. I smilled and told her I'd gotten her good looks, and why not show them off? Besides. Extra money for school right? C'mon.
In the same breath I told her I was going to get my nipples pierced next week. If you make it all sound like the most natural thing in the world, they won't have a single thing to say!
Eeep. That was long. Sorry to hijack your journal!
So, this is SuicideGirls.
You know for the longest time I wanted to join, actually, Ive even wanted TO BE a SuicideGirl. One step at a time though. Joining first, then a SG later.
Sad, really, usually Im always bursting with things to say and write about, but now im just blank. So with that thought I think i'll go explore a bit.
And thanks...
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You know for the longest time I wanted to join, actually, Ive even wanted TO BE a SuicideGirl. One step at a time though. Joining first, then a SG later.
Sad, really, usually Im always bursting with things to say and write about, but now im just blank. So with that thought I think i'll go explore a bit.
And thanks...
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hyperboy:
well, I am sure if you applied to be an SG and got accepted, nobody would be short of happy seeing it happen
I know I certainly wouldn't mind you being an SG from the pictures I have seen on your other site. You seem to have a great personality too, which I think shows through in photos.
I know I certainly wouldn't mind you being an SG from the pictures I have seen on your other site. You seem to have a great personality too, which I think shows through in photos.
starstealer:
I plan on doing SG too. Sometime this month hopefully.