beatrice

6.5 miles today. i ned to figure out how not to naseous around mile 4. now for a shower and some eggs.
i went out this weekend to buy some new clothes as most of mine don't fit anymore. everything out there is such crap though. i didn't find anything worth spending my money on.
everything is still pretty topsy-turvy. i'm in love. it could be amazing if he could stop lying. there are just so many extenuating circumstances that/'s it's hard to judge things on face value alone. i'm willing to give it some time to see how it works out. and hopefully it will. it's just so hard to make sense of everything.