It's just a place holder kind of emotion. Nothing more, nothing less. It's related, I suppose, to the ShorDurPerSav, but so tangentially as to be irrelevant to the current situation.
You build yourself up for a crest, like a rider out in deep water waitin' for the wave. You see the swell, it looks swell, comin' out over the horizon, inevitable and certain. Might as well be your future for all the promise it imparts. Doom or domination, short or long, no choice but to commit to it, the crest, the wave.
And then, just like that, the winds shift. And then, just like that, the ocean fails to swell. And then, just like that, it all goes flat just as quick as it rose. Suddenly you find yourself becalmed, but with a belly full o' butterflies, all flutterin' and flappin' and tryin' their best to find a way out.
So what do you do then? You wait for the next wave, of course. But shit, for just a moment, it all almost resolved itself in clarity. Heh, obscurity is probably what I really meant. But shit, what the fuck do I know, right?
Oh, and by the way, my daughter is a supergenius

You build yourself up for a crest, like a rider out in deep water waitin' for the wave. You see the swell, it looks swell, comin' out over the horizon, inevitable and certain. Might as well be your future for all the promise it imparts. Doom or domination, short or long, no choice but to commit to it, the crest, the wave.
And then, just like that, the winds shift. And then, just like that, the ocean fails to swell. And then, just like that, it all goes flat just as quick as it rose. Suddenly you find yourself becalmed, but with a belly full o' butterflies, all flutterin' and flappin' and tryin' their best to find a way out.
So what do you do then? You wait for the next wave, of course. But shit, for just a moment, it all almost resolved itself in clarity. Heh, obscurity is probably what I really meant. But shit, what the fuck do I know, right?
Oh, and by the way, my daughter is a supergenius

saraphine:
Strangeness is afoot! Yes, my dear, you need to get out!!! How is your daughter a supergenius? Inquiring minds want to know
turkmcallister:
I'm not exactly sure what I just read but I liked it alot.