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I'm suddenly feeling very melancholy. Lonely. I think I should go get some coffee and be around friends. This is when being recently single really sucks. I miss cuddling and kissing right now more than any other sort of contact.

It may have something to do with the fact that I spent my day trying to quash really frustrating bugs, got put in a really pissy mood, and then talked to someone for awhile who makes me really happy, and I'm just coming down off that high. Mood swings. Gotta love 'em.

Ok there's one other thing that may be fucking with my mood. But I'll get flamed till I'm crispy if I go into that. It's just stuff that reminds me of high school. Bad, bad times. Bleh. I'm going to go smoke a lot and consume my weight in caffeine, and maybe some alcohol too if I can find someone to drink with.

Remember kids: The theme of the summer is Gradual self-destruction

Hope you all are in better spirits than me right now. Honestly though, I was really happy 20 minutes ago, and I'll probably be really happy an hour from now...maybe two hours.