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Time for a drunk jornal entry by jake. so my life is about to make a 180. I spent the last 5 years in the U.S. naval submraine fleet. it has been an experience. I have met the best and worst people humanity has to offer. I have some life long friends and enemies. it has also given me a new found dislike for this country and most of what it stands for. ironis isn't it. but now comes the time where i decide whether or not i want to take a shore duty, cause i have been going to sea on and off for the last 3 or 4 years. but i am not sure, i can move home and get semi- free college, but wait i hate my family. and don't want to be around them. i can stay here, with the non-m,iilitary friends i have made. some of the best people i have ever met. or i can find some corporate job that i will hate just as much as i hate this one but i will comfortably. damn here come my run on sentences, ny 10th greade adav ce comp teahcer told me that ever writer has their style. mine was run one sentences, she could always tell when i plagerized (or however it is spelled) cause the grammar was better. my writing was generally better, descripition whys that is, but i waould always have run on sentences. oh well shakespeare invited 17% of the words he used, and no i am not comparing myelf to good ole bill. anyways, i want to be a fireman, i want to help people not kill people like the military and cpos do. if i stay in i can get my education, but i am afraid it will lead to a long term career. i am pretty sure i will try to stay in seattle and chase my fire fighter dream. plus chicks dig it . but we will see, at least i have good friends in the area who all tell me i can use there couch till i get a job and a place to stay if i don't stay in. and there is always my family, even though thney don't have much they are always willing to give me what they caqn. don't get me wrong i love them all and will always be there for all of them, but i really hate the dramma and bulls hit and usual backstbqbing that goes along with them. well i have to work early in the morning so i will stop rambling now and go to be3d. well actually couch cause i am pretty sure i have a rare diease, what a hypocondriac i have become. but i can for some reason not slepp in my bed and have to sleep on the couch to get at least anhour of sleep, luckily for me tonight i will pass out. okay night tv land and sweet dreams.

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