beaar

Blah blah blah. That is how I have felt for like a week or so. I am starting to be short with my best friend. I think it is cause I am sick of hearing about her boyfriend. I understand that is all she does. She wakes up drives him to work, does house wife crap all day, go to her nanny type job, comes home picks him up and sits at home reading books or watching T.V. They never go out...NEVER!!!! But she is happy so that is what matters. For me I can not just do something like that day in and day out. I would go nuts. Plus last night I went out for my friend Angie's birthday, it was okay. I hung out with people who were all 5 or more years older than me and they were all married or engaged. So there is little ole Jake, just hanging out while everyone is telling couple stories and cuddling. The god damn dog is so annoying always wanting to be around and be touched and needing attention. I have never had a dog like this before. At least he is to big to dig holes under the fence anymore. Now i am becoming even more bitter the cloesr it gets to Valentine's Day. Me, personally, I am going to the bar to try and pick up some lonely girl who hates the holiday as much as i do. But I have had to listen to everyone of my friends (who have someone) complain about how they don't know how to make it a perfect day. and i keep saying of course they don't listen. then a few days later they call and say they just realized something and me in a sarcastic voice say "it is not what you do, it is that you are with the person you love." and I am called an ass for being like that. or told that i just don't understand. i can;t wait to get outta here for awhile. Although the weather has been PERFECT all last week. I need to get away from everyone and everything. well i am doing being a whiny bitch, time to eat some Tuna Helper.