beaar

WOW what a weekend. Friday my friends took me out for my birthday and got me destroyed. everytime i turned around a new jagerbomb was in my face. i got to see alot of friends i haven't seen in years. so it was all the better. it was crazy, like some kind of fate thing people that i have hung out with over the last 5 years here in washington were just showing up. plus my good friend annie was bartending so we got the hook up. amazingly i was not hung over the next morning.

Saturday i was suppose to see this band called Acceptance in seattle at Neumo's(an awesome venue) but by the time we got there the door guy told us they were over packed and couldn't let anyone else in. so we left and went to Belltown Billards. A cool place but it is an oler crowd and no pool tables are ever open. but while my friends were away doing shots and i was watching the table, some lady came up and asked for a cigarette then when i said i don't smoke she sat and down and start a conversation. so of course all went well and she came to the after party. my friends hopped a fence and went swimming while sophia and i "talked". it was a good night, but it didn't end till like 7 AM. man i was hurting yesterday. by the way how long should a guy wait to call a girl? this is an age old question, and i want an answer damn it!!

Sunday after bre and i recovered and i sent sophia home. we went to the stae radio show at the show box (another awesome venue). they opned up for ozomatli. an amazing band, they put on an awesome incredible spectacular stage show. they get the crowd into it, they dance and have a great time up there. and at the end of the show they take a few drums and horns and go to the middle of the crowd get into a circle and jam for about 30 ro 40 mintues, before starting a mamba the snaked around the club, while the continued to play and ended near the door so they could shake everyones hand on the way out. oh man it was just so great. i never heard of them before but you can believe me i am now a huge fan and definetly plan on seeing them whenever they come near to where i live. oh and bre is a friends with state radio so we were going to party with the band, but they had to leave right after their set just to get up to canada in time for the next show and get some sleep so that didn't work out. but it was a hell of a good show all the same, both bands were great. well that is about all now i need to nap cause i haven't slept much in the last 3 days and i have to go for $2 pithers and 25 cent wings tonight.


okay so it is later at night and i am drunk as shit, and i found out that not only did weedave makeout weitth the girl i like but he also humped her. so i just toild her that whatever she wanted to do for her x-mas party is no more. i won't comprimise my morlaes and my rules for a dumb girl fuck her and fuck that. and on new found info i am not sure if i want to be weedave's friend anymore, i hate drama and i hate back stabbing friends. oh and iscne i am drunk i will mention that carsissa i mean great girl canecelled on the show sunayd night. well not realy cancelled but claimed she had couldn't understand why i didn't calle her, but i think it is an excuse cause she didn't want to say tht she forgot she is very very very irresponsible and it does take a satrain on our friendhsip. but whatever life is full of let downs it is how you recover from these that matter. and how do i tel her thati am so pissed at her that i don;t want to talk to her. and still not ruin our friendship. i mean sreiously iof you know the show is at 7 and no one calls you by 6:30 sghould that ring some sort of bell. man i am so angry and i hate life and i hate most firends the most dedicated friedn i have is the least likely andthat is bre,most would thinnk she has no idea what is going on but she is the one that hsa it the most together. i am gonna call her now peace out home lsickes