One more thing. I didn't realize how different grad school would be. The old gunslinger shit does not work anymore when you are not taking tests but preparing forms for tax purposes. I am starting to think that maybe I am not in the right field. I wish that I could just be a rambling hobo or something like that. Fuck I hope I didn't make some stupid decisions trying to go to school full time, and quiting my job. We will see, but damn what if it was super duper dumb?