bcoskin

Ugh I'm tired of a lot of things right now. Especially the fact that I have less friends than I have in ages. Andrew isn't hanging out for a while... Aaron is just hard to get out to see, and Nathan has work and school except on specific days. Apart from that... not many people I know are around online anymore. I have almost 200 on my AIM list and I talk to less than a dozen. I have nothing to say in my journals and nobody reads them anyway. It's times like these I really wish I had my anti depressants or some sort of anxiety medicine. Hell or a life! I'm so unhappy with the state of things... It's really hard to take all this boredom and lonliness at once. I don't want to go to bed because it just means getting up tomorrow to sit on my ass until I'm sleepy again. I really hate this.