I gave my last entry several days to collect comments but nothing ever came up... even if nobody read it, it feels wierd to have one up there from a day that happened so long ago. I'm moving on, backtrack if you care.
So it's been a wierd week. My head has been pounding and it's getting worse. When I was on my meds, forgetting...
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So it's been a wierd week. My head has been pounding and it's getting worse. When I was on my meds, forgetting...
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johnnythsaint:
Sorry about the group, man. I always check up on every group I'm in, but it seems like people don't wanna discuss anything that actually has anything to do with the group's topics. I like reggae a lot, but it's not as much of a passion for me as Oi, punk, old hard core and the like when it comes to collecting and such. I know what I like and I try to pick up on good leads here and there, but I don't have a lot of worthwhile input on the subject in my opinion. As you saw, nobody had much to say on the Oi topic I started in there either. The other Skinhead group has gone much the same route, but I still see some of the topics that would fit in either group pop up in groups like Punk As Fuck or Aging Punks Unanimous. I don't know why it never really took off, it seemed like something that was wanted here, but who really knows.
It's been a long day.
I got up at around noon, then hit the streets with Andrew to do a whole bunch of stuff. First we went to a pawn shop to look at leather jackets, didn't find any good ones - get back to the car and there's antifreeze all over the ground. He get in a wreck the other day and it just...
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I got up at around noon, then hit the streets with Andrew to do a whole bunch of stuff. First we went to a pawn shop to look at leather jackets, didn't find any good ones - get back to the car and there's antifreeze all over the ground. He get in a wreck the other day and it just...
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Today I spent more time out of the house than on a normal day... so why does it feel like I accomplished even less?
I woke just before noon, then got dressed and went out to Cue Palace to shoot some stick with Nathan until about 5. Once I got home it was just hanging around online and listening to music until well, now. I...
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I woke just before noon, then got dressed and went out to Cue Palace to shoot some stick with Nathan until about 5. Once I got home it was just hanging around online and listening to music until well, now. I...
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bettiebangup:
Hey 
You seem to listen to some not so crap bands yourself. I love Wanda Jackson. Actually I saw her last
time she came through town I tell you what that little old broad can still rock! Talk to you soon.
You seem to listen to some not so crap bands yourself. I love Wanda Jackson. Actually I saw her last
time she came through town I tell you what that little old broad can still rock! Talk to you soon.
josephene:
Yeah, looking for a job, blows...sometimes you have to get a shit job while waiting for something better...plus it gives you more incentive to get out there looking for something better. Have a great weekend! 
I haven't done anything of interest in a good while. I've been meaning to make it out to Aaron's house, but I'm more broke now than I have been in ages. I can't find a ride out. I've been seeing Andrew quite a bit, because he has his own car and can usually make it out to my side of town. It must be nice...
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cybele:
Yeah, I've been listening to the Velvet Underground like CRAZY lately. Nico is indeed wonderful. Love her warm, husky voice. "I'll Be Your Mirror" is a truly great song. No doubt about it. I am convinced that I could not make it without music in my life. Keeps me sane, really. 
(I've never hung-out in a mafia-owned bar before. Been in a few biker-owned, though.)
(I've never hung-out in a mafia-owned bar before. Been in a few biker-owned, though.)
I get down at times. I've been trying to fill my days with other stuff. My spirits are higher than they were though. With my friends nicotine and alcohol - I've been able to kind of give myself an edge to get over some stuff, and least for now. A lot of the big stuff I know is going to be some long term shit......
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cybele:
Welcome back to the Land of the Cheery, sweety! Which samurai film did you decide on?? I am definitely partial to anything by Kurosawa! Toshiro Mifune is THE SHIT. Check out the film "Yojimbo", if you haven't already.
Yeah, I LOVE the Velvet Underground. They have always appealed to my gloomy, melancholic side. Lou Reed is a lyrical genius, as far as I'm concerned.
Speaking of Nico, there is an excellent documentary on her that came out about 5 years ago, approximately. A fascinating and tragic woman.
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Yeah, I LOVE the Velvet Underground. They have always appealed to my gloomy, melancholic side. Lou Reed is a lyrical genius, as far as I'm concerned.
Speaking of Nico, there is an excellent documentary on her that came out about 5 years ago, approximately. A fascinating and tragic woman.
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josephene:
From Jusin to Kelly...WOW...between that and Darrin's Dance Groove, that's where I learned all the cool moves I put out in the clubs... Note the sarcasm.
Looking forward is always a good thing, however I am a firm believer that if you forget history, it's doomed to repeat itself...I hope this isn't the case for you...
I want you to do me a favor...this weekend, take a break. Give yourself a vacation from the conflict around you. Sometimes stepping back is the greatest gift you can give yourself and of course will offer up some perspective on the situation.
Good luck and have a great weekend!
Note the sarcasm.
Looking forward is always a good thing, however I am a firm believer that if you forget history, it's doomed to repeat itself...I hope this isn't the case for you...
I want you to do me a favor...this weekend, take a break. Give yourself a vacation from the conflict around you. Sometimes stepping back is the greatest gift you can give yourself and of course will offer up some perspective on the situation.
Good luck and have a great weekend!
Japanese people are really cool. I want one of my own.
But then I bring it up and everyone is all, "That's slavery, blah blah blah, you can't own a human being."
Jeez lighten up.
But then I bring it up and everyone is all, "That's slavery, blah blah blah, you can't own a human being."
Jeez lighten up.
josephene:
You seem in better spirits...that's great to see...
cybele:
How 'bout watching a few samurai flicks and leaving it at that. (Or anime, maybe?)
I really wish I had more desire to post but after my week with Robin all I can really think about is, well, Robin. I'm a little better with real time conversations... as topics can just come out of the blue. But when it comes to posting about my days, I really have nothing important to say since she left. It's left a hole in...
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wren:
Awwwww.
I have trouble writing about my day-to-day life, too. It always sounds so boring, no matter what.
I have trouble writing about my day-to-day life, too. It always sounds so boring, no matter what.
Yeah. So I'm not going to expect much from this request, but I really need to make it. I hope I at least get some kind of response from.
From all of my friends list there are a very select few I've been able to talk to on Aim or Yahoo Messengers... If you are one of the people that I haven't, I would really...
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From all of my friends list there are a very select few I've been able to talk to on Aim or Yahoo Messengers... If you are one of the people that I haven't, I would really...
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josephene:
How did it go??? If you want to reach me, I'm Josephene8 on AIM...I'm on all the time (thanks to DSL) but I'm not always at my computer...keep that in mind. But you're welcome to leave me a message. I hope everything is wonderful on your end...
I guess my last post was just too long or too emotional for anyone to read or respond to. I did things my own way. I'm tired of talking about what I did over the week. I brought it up, and it came crashing down on me. I had no advice to speak of, not from a single person in the world. I begged and...
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cybele:
Sorry I missed your last post, hon. Unfortunately, I can't be on here everyday. I take it Robin's visit didn't go so well?? Oh, shit. *sigh* 
Hang in, darlin'. Things always get better, eventually. In the meantime, life is PAIN, ain't it?
Hang in, darlin'. Things always get better, eventually. In the meantime, life is PAIN, ain't it?
I'm so very very tired. But I wanna fill you guys in on today and yesterday.
First off, the reason I didn't post last night was because we were having a lot of storms and possible severe weather, so I insisted she stay at my house for the night. I gave her my room and just slept downstairs.
Well Tuesday morning we started off by...
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First off, the reason I didn't post last night was because we were having a lot of storms and possible severe weather, so I insisted she stay at my house for the night. I gave her my room and just slept downstairs.
Well Tuesday morning we started off by...
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bcoskin:
I guess my last day is my only day. Ahh guys... please. This goes a little bit beyond a casual hope for a comment. This is kind of a last chance desperate plea for help before the girl of my dreams is gone.
The lovely Robin has indeed arrived.
I woke up at 4:30 in the morning, partially because I had gone to sleep early the night before... partially because I was so excited. I cleaned and got dressed... ran a few last minute errands, then it was off to the airport to pick her up. We only had to wait about 20 minutes or so before she...
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I woke up at 4:30 in the morning, partially because I had gone to sleep early the night before... partially because I was so excited. I cleaned and got dressed... ran a few last minute errands, then it was off to the airport to pick her up. We only had to wait about 20 minutes or so before she...
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cybele:
Hurray, hurray! The beautiful Robin has arrived! Now go out and enjoy yourself, darling boy! Relax, and don't put so much pressure on yourself. Whatever happens, happens. (She made the trip, so she obviously wants to be with YOU.)
Hang in, luv.
Hang in, luv.
josephene:
I hope today was great!!! Can't wait to read all about it.
I'm angry today. I slept like a normal human for the first time in a long while, and woke up feeling pretty hopeful about the day. I went downstairs to see that the living room had been rearranged, and a ton has been cleaned in the other parts of the house.
However my day took a very steep downhill turn when I got a huge...
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However my day took a very steep downhill turn when I got a huge...
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josephene:
Uggghhh...damn, what a shitty situation, honey...I'm so sorry. You vent away as much as you want to...I hope things get better for you...actually they should here soon...
cybele:
God, kiddo. That is JUST HORRIBLE. Is there a possibility of your finding somewhere else to live??
Take it easy, sweety. You are too young to be a nervous wreck! (Has the lovely Robin arrived?)
Take it easy, sweety. You are too young to be a nervous wreck! (Has the lovely Robin arrived?)