Sorry. I keep writing these. It just occurred to me today that what I am going through is nature telling me to wind down. Stop looking for a mate. Stop the urge to procreate. Stop with the fantasies.
I am sitting here watching a scene from a show where characters talk about feeling like they were meant to be with someone and all I can...
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I used to be the romantic. Always thinking there were signs when two people were meant to be together. Soulmates. I have sense abandoned this childish notions. I know now there never were just two halves looking to make a whole since there are so many lost halves that it's possible to match other halves to make a whole. I also know that fate is...
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Self: Brian, do you want a girlfriend?
Me: No, a girlfriend is something a teenager would want or a kid just learning how love works.
Me: I want a companion. A woman that can make me think. Make me laugh at myself or herself in those little quiet moments when you are just hanging out. I want a companion that truly makes me happy about...
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I volunteer at a local animal shelter here in Austin TX. I help feed them, clean their bowls and do laundry for fresh bedding. I have two myself. I do this because I have come to the realization that we humans have a responsibility for what we help to create. We did this and we are destroying them by the thousands because a lot of...
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I volunteer at a local animal shelter here in Austin TX. I help feed them, clean their bowls and do laundry for fresh bedding. I have two myself. I do this because I have come to the realization that we humans have a responsibility for what we help to create. We did this and we are destroying them by the thousands because a lot of...
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This may sound all pathetic or like I am crying for help. PLEASE don't pity me nor think I am looking for attention because I will feel it is fake and it will never lead to anything. I think this is ironic I am using this blog site of incredibly sexy woman to vent my thoughts about being truly alone. These thoughts are fresh in...
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