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bbellicose

Portland, OR

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Wednesday Oct 11, 2006

Oct 11, 2006
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Well, it has been a rocky couple of weeks. Yikes.

For some reason, I have been utterly unable to write these days. Of couse, I've been doing a lot more work at the magazine, which is kind of like writing (really more hunting and gathering). So, I guess my focus has been on that.

Things are going well though, I think. It's hard to tell when you are busy trudging through the muck, but I feel pretty good, so I guess I am surviving.

I do feel like a few things are missing in my life though:

1. I miss dancing. I haven't done that for weeks.
2. I miss free time.
3. I miss spending hours at Powells wandering the aisles and reading in a corner.
4. I miss ice cream
5. I miss my friends Tazer, Gaelen, Jaime, Greg, Drew, Elizabeth, Patrick, Bobby, Sandra and Zack.
6. I miss the Playa (that's "pli-yah, not "play-ah")
7. I miss shopping.
8. I miss Dim Sum on Sunday mornings.
9. I miss standing in the kitchen for an hour with Gaelen eating edamame and drinking wine.
10. I miss playing pool with Tazer and Katie over a pitcher of beer.
11. I miss riding out to the temple in the middle of the night with Greg.
12. I miss drinking absinthe with Drew.
13. I miss smoking menthols.
14. I miss dancing on the couch with Sandra.
15. I miss skipping yoga with Elizabeth to hang out in the comfort pods and talk.
16. I miss auditioning.
17. I miss jumping on trampolines.
18. I miss playing in ball pits.
19. I miss watching new episodes of The Animaniacs
20. I miss karaoke.
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nuadventure:
I really miss dancing on the couch with Sandra too. Boy that girl
can jump. I was going to be nosy and ask what you and Greg did
at the temple in the middle of the night, but I will just assume it
wasn't to pray.
Oct 14, 2006
metaverse:
Random hello from someone you don't know tongue Hi ! I love going into Powells. Last time I was in the downtown one I was there for an hour, and could have stayed for 5 or 6 probably..that place is amazing! You want to get yourself going again, maybe do some of those things you miss, give yourself some fun time. I've always found new experiences to be the best way to inspire. smile
Oct 15, 2006

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