Someone asked me recently why I am a writer. My answer came in fits and spurts over the hours that passed after the question was initially asked. My initial response (flowing straight from my drunken stream of consciousness) was, because I have always been one.
Ok, so thats not really a reason. A few minutes later, I amended my answer and said, You know what? I think I am a writer because if I werent, Id be that crazy person wandering the street uttering dada poetry under my breath. An hour later, I had a real answer. I am obsessed with language.
Yes, this is true. I have a very deconstructionalist approach to language. Words are not just literal representations of things, they are collections of letters, they are sounds, syllables and images. They are guttural jabs and soft whispers of breath.
Oftentimes, I get words or phrases stuck in my head, kind of like normal people get a song stuck in their head. I can go around all day with my brain on a constant loop of words like Anna Banana or shrinky dink or gelatinous. The words toss around in my brain until they become strange and disconnected.
Pattiann Rogers (probably my favorite poet) wrote a poem called A Philosopher of Verbs and Their Godliness Contemplates First Causes, in which she debates which came first, the word or the action. Did leap exist before bullfrog or did bullfrog necessitate leap. Could leopard have existed without stalk?
These are the sort of things I think about.
Here are a few more reasons why I am a writer:
1. I have an overpowering urge to tell a story, but not necessarily my own.
2. Because I want to express myself. (This reason is clich, but it is a necessary inclusion because ultimately, thats what we all want. We want to understand ourselves and we want to be understood)
3. Because I like to play with words and images, concepts, meaning and grammar.
4. Because I like to see my name in print (Be honest, who doesnt?)
5. Because through writing, I have the power to create a world. Sure, its a grandiose idea, but there is something to be said for creating something out of nothing. Its a bit like giving birth or building a house. (Maybe more like building a house) You have this pile of materials that are really nothing until you do something with them. You put them together in the way that makes the most sense to you and when youre finished you have this structure. It may be ugly or beautiful, but it doesnt matter. You created it. You have the power to tear it down or open the door and let people come and live in it.
6. Because I want to capture an image. I have a metal tin full of old photographs that date back to my days as a child in Germany. There are pictures of me in front of Buckingham Palace, me in my dirndl at a school program, me and my high school prom dates, me on a road trip with what would become my first heartbreaker. Each photo is a reminder of where I came from. Words can do this too. The stories we tell, whether in a diary or a blog or a novel are tangible pieces of our history. I can go back to the stories I wrote 10 years ago and remember very acutely where I was coming from when I wrote it.
7. Because I want to be shocking. Of course words can be offensive or titillating, but even more, they can be revealing. The egocentric side of me loves the idea of someone reading something I have written and finding hidden keys into my psyche. Its a bit like being an exhibitionist, but I like to reveal little bits of myself through writing.
8. Because words are very powerful tools. Words have started wars and ended them, words have saved peoples lives and they have been the thing that ultimately kills them. Words can educate, change minds, start revolutions, bring justice and effect change.
9. Because I believe what Mary Pipher says, that we are living in the Age of Information, but not the Age of Wisdom. There are so many messages out there, politics, TV culture, the media, advertising, etc. Everyone is talking, but no one is really saying anything.
Ok, so thats not really a reason. A few minutes later, I amended my answer and said, You know what? I think I am a writer because if I werent, Id be that crazy person wandering the street uttering dada poetry under my breath. An hour later, I had a real answer. I am obsessed with language.
Yes, this is true. I have a very deconstructionalist approach to language. Words are not just literal representations of things, they are collections of letters, they are sounds, syllables and images. They are guttural jabs and soft whispers of breath.
Oftentimes, I get words or phrases stuck in my head, kind of like normal people get a song stuck in their head. I can go around all day with my brain on a constant loop of words like Anna Banana or shrinky dink or gelatinous. The words toss around in my brain until they become strange and disconnected.
Pattiann Rogers (probably my favorite poet) wrote a poem called A Philosopher of Verbs and Their Godliness Contemplates First Causes, in which she debates which came first, the word or the action. Did leap exist before bullfrog or did bullfrog necessitate leap. Could leopard have existed without stalk?
These are the sort of things I think about.
Here are a few more reasons why I am a writer:
1. I have an overpowering urge to tell a story, but not necessarily my own.
2. Because I want to express myself. (This reason is clich, but it is a necessary inclusion because ultimately, thats what we all want. We want to understand ourselves and we want to be understood)
3. Because I like to play with words and images, concepts, meaning and grammar.
4. Because I like to see my name in print (Be honest, who doesnt?)
5. Because through writing, I have the power to create a world. Sure, its a grandiose idea, but there is something to be said for creating something out of nothing. Its a bit like giving birth or building a house. (Maybe more like building a house) You have this pile of materials that are really nothing until you do something with them. You put them together in the way that makes the most sense to you and when youre finished you have this structure. It may be ugly or beautiful, but it doesnt matter. You created it. You have the power to tear it down or open the door and let people come and live in it.
6. Because I want to capture an image. I have a metal tin full of old photographs that date back to my days as a child in Germany. There are pictures of me in front of Buckingham Palace, me in my dirndl at a school program, me and my high school prom dates, me on a road trip with what would become my first heartbreaker. Each photo is a reminder of where I came from. Words can do this too. The stories we tell, whether in a diary or a blog or a novel are tangible pieces of our history. I can go back to the stories I wrote 10 years ago and remember very acutely where I was coming from when I wrote it.
7. Because I want to be shocking. Of course words can be offensive or titillating, but even more, they can be revealing. The egocentric side of me loves the idea of someone reading something I have written and finding hidden keys into my psyche. Its a bit like being an exhibitionist, but I like to reveal little bits of myself through writing.
8. Because words are very powerful tools. Words have started wars and ended them, words have saved peoples lives and they have been the thing that ultimately kills them. Words can educate, change minds, start revolutions, bring justice and effect change.
9. Because I believe what Mary Pipher says, that we are living in the Age of Information, but not the Age of Wisdom. There are so many messages out there, politics, TV culture, the media, advertising, etc. Everyone is talking, but no one is really saying anything.
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alpo:
And about the impact of computers on the form and content of one's writing... I think they definitely do make a difference, just as any tool affects that which is created with it. It's not necessarily true that word-processed writing is going to be more disconnected and shapeless, but it is a danger. Writing by hand or on a typewriter forces economy---to save the effort of writing or typing multiple drafts, one tends to sort one's thoughts and plan what to say and how to say it beforehand, rather than exploring on the page or doing a "core dump" that can be organized later.
hellomrworld:
i need to get my write on too .. NanoWriMo was great but feeling the desire to write more .. .I think I have the write stuff .. yes and bad puns are common among writers ...