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bbbbbeckah

I'll always claim California as my roots, but Austin is my HOME!

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Monday Mar 21, 2005

Mar 21, 2005
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Well heres a quick update that I'm squeezing in while typing up reports at work.

I had a good weekend.
Lots of cool things were done.
Smoked pretty decent herbage.

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One weird thing about my weekend...

I was at church last night, and Tom was there.
Tom hasn't really spent much time at the church.

Of course, when I say that I go to church..
I don't actually go INTO church.
My mom runs the food court and I work the Starbucks booth.

Anywho, point of the story.

We're all leaving church..
and theres a bouquet of roses on top of my car.
I cannot tell you how awkward this was for me.

Anywho.. the look on Tom's face was kind of like.. WTF?
I was shitting bricks trying to think of who would have put them there. I knew all along, though.

So after that we smoked this AMAZING blunt and we were INCREDIBLY fucked in the head.
What to do when you're fucked like that?
Shoot Pool.
We did.

Then we went home because we're all responsible young adults who had monday morning matters to attend to.

Anywho, back to the roses.
They were from Jason.
It was confirmed last night.
Not only were they from him.
But he was in the parking lot waiting for me to take them.
He felt the need to supervise to make sure that I picked them up and no badass teenager swiped em before I could do so.
So he watched me, creepy.

These sort of things mess with my head.
I mean, Yeah.. I'd lie if I said I didn't still talk to Jason.
But I'm not romantically involved with Jason in any way.
We talk about his job, my car.. what we did over weekends.
I haven't seen him in person since all the drama was really going on.
I've pushed him to the back of my mind and I have my own things going on now.

I don't know what's going on.
I don't know what to say about it, either.

Sorry Jason, I know you're not reading this but if you were.. You'd probably understand that I'm not interested.

-3@
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brn2luz:
haha crazy well thats cool ill try to give u a ride right now i am actually try ing to convince my partner to co-sign for me and hopefully by the end of this week i can have my crotch rockett yea!!!! oh i thought u did have my number from those times i did call u i have ur house number and im not too sure what the deal is with ur cell phone but yea um whats a good time to call u?? lates.....
Mar 21, 2005
rustgiraffe:
that is kinda weird..hmmm.

starbucks in church...sounds like a scam for money...and i bet..not for god!!

wink
Mar 21, 2005

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