Whoooo.
Right now I want to close my eyes and cuddle up in bed with a super warm body against my back and giant arms wrapped around my body.
mmmmmmmmmmmm.
Sounds so good.
Reality is.. I slept alone last night.
I really have nothing to complain about.
I've slept at Jason's for almost a week straight.
But because my family is starting to wonder.. I stayed home last night.
That's one of my BIGGEST pet peeves, my family in my business. ARGH.
It's not that I don't WANT to share my life and whats going on in it with them...
It's more.. I know that our values differ.
My moms starting to ask the love question.
Or if I think he's "the one."
Truth of the matter is. I don't know.
That's not what I'm thinking about right now.
I've only been with him for a few months. SERIOUSLY.
All I said.. "well, he sure is a step up from my last boyfriend."
She differed. She LOVED Drew. I don't know why.
That boy broke my heart into 18 million pieces with his skeleton in the closet bull shit.
And although I love, forgive, and completely understand him.
I'd never look back.
I'm 19 fucking years old.
Just because I'm turning 20 this year doesn't mean that I'm not entitled to being young.
I think that's where everyone went wrong with me.
I DEMANDED that everyone treat me like an adult from a young age.
Who the fuck cares what I demand?
I wish someone would have just told me to shut the fuck up.
Now I have a mexican lady on my back trying to get me to decide what the hell I want in life.
I just want to be left alone!
... This was a rant....
Nothings new, really.
I got a new cue case for V-Day.
And Jason dressed up for me, wore my fave cologne..
Made me feel special.
We got smashed.. played pool.. acted lazy in the mornings.
I finally took the Xb into the dealership to get my shit put on.
Shit meaning.. the accessories that didn't come on the car but I wanted anyways.
Not to mention they installed my alarm/lojack.
It just sucked because I was carless for a day.
I rode this to work.
Ah well.
Fuck it.
.................
Double update.
LIGERS DO EXIST!!!!!!!!!!!!
-3@
Right now I want to close my eyes and cuddle up in bed with a super warm body against my back and giant arms wrapped around my body.
mmmmmmmmmmmm.
Sounds so good.
Reality is.. I slept alone last night.
I really have nothing to complain about.
I've slept at Jason's for almost a week straight.
But because my family is starting to wonder.. I stayed home last night.
That's one of my BIGGEST pet peeves, my family in my business. ARGH.
It's not that I don't WANT to share my life and whats going on in it with them...
It's more.. I know that our values differ.
My moms starting to ask the love question.
Or if I think he's "the one."
Truth of the matter is. I don't know.
That's not what I'm thinking about right now.
I've only been with him for a few months. SERIOUSLY.
All I said.. "well, he sure is a step up from my last boyfriend."
She differed. She LOVED Drew. I don't know why.
That boy broke my heart into 18 million pieces with his skeleton in the closet bull shit.
And although I love, forgive, and completely understand him.
I'd never look back.
I'm 19 fucking years old.
Just because I'm turning 20 this year doesn't mean that I'm not entitled to being young.
I think that's where everyone went wrong with me.
I DEMANDED that everyone treat me like an adult from a young age.
Who the fuck cares what I demand?
I wish someone would have just told me to shut the fuck up.
Now I have a mexican lady on my back trying to get me to decide what the hell I want in life.
I just want to be left alone!
... This was a rant....
Nothings new, really.
I got a new cue case for V-Day.
And Jason dressed up for me, wore my fave cologne..
Made me feel special.
We got smashed.. played pool.. acted lazy in the mornings.
I finally took the Xb into the dealership to get my shit put on.
Shit meaning.. the accessories that didn't come on the car but I wanted anyways.
Not to mention they installed my alarm/lojack.
It just sucked because I was carless for a day.
I rode this to work.
Ah well.
Fuck it.
.................
Double update.
LIGERS DO EXIST!!!!!!!!!!!!
-3@
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was the cue case that pink one u wanted or another one?