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My head super hurts.

I was complaining to Jason that we never do anything when we hang out... I LOVE his company.. but hanging around our houses will get boring after awhile.. I don't want that to happen.

He came over.. and went with me to drop off Tomas at church. Said hi to the Parents, grubbed on some nachos.. got SUPER embarrased by Brian telling Jason that he doesn't have to worry cause I'm "sprung." We left church.

Then we met up with his friend Matt at Chili's in Moreno Valley and drank until close.
It was nice, we all talked, joked.. I got to know Matt.
We had conversations about SG, Media, Girls, Clubs..
I guess Jason saw my SG page up on my computer in passing the other day.
So when the subject came across the table..
He was in my ear telling me how sexy my user picture is.

Yep, now I'm never changing it.

By the end of the night I was SUPER drunk. Matt worked at this Chili's for something like, 4 years before he started working at the corrections facility.. so the drinks kept coming.

I mixed beer and liquor.. not good.
Heff didn't mix well with all of the Red Headed Sluts.. Brain Hemorages (I know I probably spelled that horribly wrong), Peanut Butter Cups, Liquid Cocaines.. and probably some other drinks that I was too hammered to remember.

Then we went back to Matt's.
I don't remember much about that.
But I do remember going straight for his room and his bed being green.
I also remember walking into the house..
and I think I saw his grandpa standing in the dark living room... naked.
Now I'm not sure about this.. I think I remember it.. I'll ask today.

I definitely remember getting off of the bed and throwing up in the bathroom. I locked the door.. it was embarrassing!
God, I should have never drank.

Anywho.. Jason drove me home and I slept in the car.
Passed out in the car, really... He walked me in the house.. Undressed me..(We'll talk about that one in a second) then laid in bed for awhile and I remember it being perfect.
He actually slipped and told me "Te Amo" last night.
It's too soon.. WAY too soon.. but it was still cute.. and he apologized.

I called him this morning and thanked him at like.. 6:00 am.. and he laughed at me.. apologized for telling me he loved me.. and tried to tell me everything that went on last night. He was amazed that I remembered everything.. and I told him about my drinking days... how I used to make myself throw up to be able to capacitate more liquor, I honestly didn't feel THAT drunk. I dunno.. usually I feel shitty.

Then the earth fucking shook.. and it scared me.. so I called him back and he said.. 'it's not shaking anymore sweety, get some sleep.' -swoon-
I'm fucking ridiculous.

Anywho.. back to Jason undressing me.
He decided that I'd be most comfortable wearing a black tanktop.. a black thong.. and knee high nylon socks to bed.
I woke up this morning like.. "what the fuck am I wearing?"
I looked like a space cowboy stripper.
I should have taken a picture.

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Did I mention that I think I saw a naked old man last night?

I wish I knew if this visual were real.

-3@