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Solstice and the darkest hour.

longest night. darkest time.

I hung out with old friends tonight. We met at Om. We ended up in the VIP lounge. We drunk a ton. afterwards we went to Grendels. they drank some more. I was... ok by that point. We went to Pinnochio's- where we had cheesburger subs (with everything and extra hots). It is a shame when...
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starstruk:
yep.

I guess.

His sister invited me up for her wedding. She really wants me to come. I told her I would. I have choices.. but I dont want to disapoint her. Shes always been like my little sister. I dont want to see him though, but I guess I dont have much of a choice. So what I choose, is to get my ass in way better shape than when we were together before (which I am now.. and will be even better soon).. and go with my head held high, and own it.

Make him see his loss.

ah well.. why not.
starstruk:
I just really need not to be not feeling how I am right now! Its pretty brutal. Im not enjoying it at all.

And it sucks even more that I get along so damn good with his family. His sister and mom love me. (Like literally.. his sister calls me big sis.) And they absolutly HATE his new girlfriend. (Again his sister... has basically told him that she has no brother.) So yeah.

I just wish that around the christmas time.. miracles happen... who knows.. maybe they will. maybe Ill be making a big show of what an idiot he is... at the wedding. Which doesnt sound so bad right now.
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The only way to stay in control is to lose control.

Last night was the rootinist tootinist evening of super fun. We had a mountain of sushi. We had bad chemistry on screen. We had many many empty plates. We took our drifting lessons and mangled mario kart with fast driving and gratuitous girls draped on cars (ok so the second one didn't really happen...
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pajamamama:
yes she does frown And her Mommy has a Christmas party to attend on Friday evening. frown Can you fix my node?????
pajamamama:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh do you think I have a problem in my head too???? wink
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It is the details that things can stumble. (or is that where the devil lurks?)

If you get an email on Thursday that says "I'm going to San Diego. I'm busy this weekend, but maybe next weekend we can get together..." does that mean 'the weekend after the weekend in San Diego is the busy one? or the San Diego weekend is the busy one?"...
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The only way to stay in control is to lose control.

This weekend is shaping up to be a massive plunge into excitment.

I still haven't heard back from the girl on our possible Friday date. (it would involve food, drinks, and me falling a lot as we ice skate around Frog Pond)

Saturday is looking like some Dim Sum brunch followed by some 'friendly'...
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byte:
Haha, unfortunately I did not. frown Unless you count my cat. Which I do only in the most desperate of times.
sanity1n3:
not one bit lol, thanks anyway
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grrrrrrrrr!

I was writing up my whole weekend complete with goggle (swim not ski) finding adventure and somehow or another ended up with SG moving over to the albums section so all that info was lost... grrrr

let me explain. no takes to long.
let me sum up:

party good.
after party. better (pool, pizza from a place that was technically closed but the dude...
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sanity1n3:
mine.
luxdilemma:
Mario Kart Rules! I love that game.

To answer your question. I think she will. He lived with his father for a time and was doing really well there, until she decided she wanted him back. So she ended up making J's father's life and his new wife hell until they just gave up and sent him home. She can't intimidate me like that though. I already know how to deal with her. Thank for your concern. It's nice to be able to talk about it outside of the family.
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Oh oh!
Company Holiday Party started at 4pm today.

A little vino. some music. Maybe some pool!

WATCH OUT!
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necia:
Yay, company party!

I did find some alcohol. Kept the no-alcohol sickness at bay. wink
dika:
i miss u bb gonna be on tommorow? smile
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The Gym is my Church

I saw a bumper-sticker on a car that said that today. (Ironically enough I was leaving the gym as I saw it)

The body is the temple? I blame the young perky trainer who told me I'd lose weight if I drank less. I started to tune down my drinking and now I'm a freaking walking booger hazard. Sickness! I'm...
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dollface_killah:
thank you dear.
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Got a date for next Friday! (mostly... ! The details aren't ironed out like her saying yes but she did mention she was free that weekend and we should get together so... Here's to POSITIVE thinking!)

We're not going down the water slides (the idea was posited as a possibility)
- it's a might cold in Massachusetts and I don't' think any of those parks...
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sweet_evil:
Much luck on the date!
starstruk:
i HATE tequila. not as much as I hate sambuca. ah well..

As for answers from the ex files:

Are you ok with it being a sometimes thing? We were together for almost 2 and a half years like this.

Can you go visit? Yes, but if this goes through Im just goin to buy him a plane ticket to come down here for a few days to ... get re-aquainted.

Have you met the current? No.

Does she strike your fancy? NO! Shes a bossy, possessive..bitch!!

PS.. good luck on the date!!
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Sometimes I question your commitment to Sparkle Motion

Movie Night!

It was supposed to be (in the winter spirit)
-The Shining
-So I married an Axe Murderer

But the dude in charge of movie procural assumed he could buy the Shining at Best Buy.
Which in the end he could not.
The same Best Buy that did not have Brazil for the previous movie night....
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_sock_:
That which is you is mighty fine.

I might get to see Christines breastisis tonight teeehee
_sock_:
Private showing going to her house after work to practise our songage and she has to try on the costume we are wearing for the christmas party so if i need to make adjustments I can... I doubt she will leave the room to change into it.. So boobies shall be running amuck me thinks.
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post is the most

Rep. Steny H. Hoyer, the Maryland Democrat who will become House majority leader and is writing the schedule for the next Congress, said members should expect longer hours than the brief week they have grown accustomed to [...]

"Keeping us up here eats away at families," said Rep. Jack Kingston (R-Ga.), who typically flies home on Thursdays and returns to Washington...
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lovechild:
what a douche!
be_elzebe:
why do democrats hate america?! are you in chrysalis stage yet? I love you, kuya.