Seems i am back.

Either suicide girls are plying for further trade or someone has started mine again.

Again the charade begins...

[YOUTUBE]youtube.com/watch?v=8xrzadKMWbA [/YOUTUBE]I am happy. For how long who knows, but i feel it. Like the mania that gripped me, like the depression that hamstrung me before, I'm happy. I feel my myself again, my attractive, eloquent, physically domin... OK , i'm just together. Not whole, but together.

To be honest this site fucks me off now so it'll be the last blog i do. I'm...
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I'm getting right royally pissed off with the three muppets i share a flat with. One, two or even all three seem to be hogging bandwidth to such an extent that its taking 3 mins plus to load pages. I have to wait until early hours of the morning to even think about playing poker online as it's impossible otherwise. I know for definite that...
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Spent a few days wrecked with Jason, my good friend. Ended up in leeds, in a random pub, looking across the bar at an old girlfriend of mine.

Crazy weird meeting. She's at uni in edinburgh and was only down for the night and i was only up for the night, got lost from our usual leeds haunts and bumped into her. I'd forgotted how...
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The love i love runs deep, It's embedded in your soul. It doesn't leave or judge the point of view.

It learns and grows and embraces truth. I can only be true, anything less scars.

It's amazing how much motivation you can gets from a sensible sleeping pattern.

Next up learning to walk and talk.

My radiator is looking at me funny

I haven't done shit to upset it, the fucking thing should just back off.

Back in Norwich!

Have a new nephew named Jacob. Beautiful little boy, with thick hair and longer side-burns than me. Quiet and ruddy faced, hes the model of health. Sister had a hard time of it though and had to have a lot of help. 36 hours is a long time. But all is well.

I've got a lot lined up for this year. I...
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Well my birthday went like this,

Woke up hungover, but not too badly, to recieve cards and gifts. Get yelled at for no reason and stay out of mothers way. Mother and father then go to pub for 3 hours leaving me alone.

Go to pub to watch football, alone. Come back, everyone has eaten dinner, none for me. Stay 10 minutes not speaking to...
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