bayes

Right....

Fresh start. I decided to retire my account, but have had second thoughts as i imagine this site will be a helpful and cathartic use of time (especially if i spend more than the 2 mins i use to spend on here).

There's been alot of upheaval recently. Things that i've found hard to take, hard to swallow, and things that were unexpectedly negative...
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I've had a great day with the kids and family, really helps me get my head together.

A clean slate seems the best policy, i shouldnt worry about any bullshit that gets thrown at me now, just focus on getting through it.

I'll prob delete this account soon as i dont reall yneed it and its just another route for the un-educated one to throth...
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Well groundhog day has arrived again..

Again the delusions and scenarios set deep in fiction are sighted as truth.

Again all reconcilliationary talks are punctuated by negative bullshit resulting in angry words.

Make leading negative comment to then pick on the negativity in response....Fuck

My love, affection and stamina means nothing, seems to be more about hair.

Im at a loss for which step to...
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Uncharacteristically im addicted to this song AND video...




I can dance like that, plus i look better in a leotard... I just wish i could sing as well.

Well ive had a fairly good evening all in all,

The first day since hector left for australia and the house is a right tip. Doesnt bother me as i didnt want us pissing about with cleaning the last few hours we were together, so its due now.

Once i'd finally awoken, it wasnt long before i was sat in the front row of a...
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