baughn

I wish I could write a bright cheery journal about how life is great and everything is wonderful but that would be a crock of shit and I'm the kind of person that will tell you straight up.

I feel like my whole world is crashing down around me. My friends are hurting and there is nothing I can do or say to make them feel better. I'm tired as hell and when I get run down like this I get really depressed...like I wonder how I would die if I took a whole bottle of blood pressure medicine, would it hurt, would I have a heart attack or just drift away...that kind of depressed. I sleep pretty good but I just need a break from life cuz thats what has me so run down. I need to have some fun somehow.Something to break the tension.

Oh well I guess I'll survive...sorry for the emo entry