So I just had a dream that I'd had a baby. I was overly elated about the whole thing and was gushing constantly over him.
But I kept losing him. Like I'd walk into another room and realise I didn't know where he was anymore. And then I'd go back to the last room I was in and he wouldn't be there, and I'd have to run all over the house trying to find him.
Combine that with last week's dream about the ex, and I'm just having complete overload.
It's like my subconscious is trying to slap me in the face repeatedly.
But I kept losing him. Like I'd walk into another room and realise I didn't know where he was anymore. And then I'd go back to the last room I was in and he wouldn't be there, and I'd have to run all over the house trying to find him.
![surreal](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/surreal.c4753148b56b.gif)
Combine that with last week's dream about the ex, and I'm just having complete overload.
It's like my subconscious is trying to slap me in the face repeatedly.
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I'll probably do it to my own kid too, which is all the more reason you'll be suckered into "godmotherhood" so I won't lose my mini me before preschool time.
One more long ass day then off to Columbus (thank god)
Geturass online.......I'm off to dye my herr since somebody won't do it for me......hmmm.