december. the worst month ever.
* i just spent half an hour looking for my vibrator. (and no, it wasn't in either of the two places it usually is.)
there's kind of a lot of randoms floating about my head right now, so bear (bare?) with me...
* i decided on my drive home from work today that if i ever get married and if i have a wedding instead of eloping and if i make it a big wedding that requires catering, etc., i'd like to have it catered by both a chinese and a sushi place. not only would the food be really awesome, but i think it'd be fun to have a foreign food turf war at your wedding. ginsu knives and chopsticks sticking out of every orifice...
* i got my grades for the quarter this week. i got A, B, B, C. i was thinking i'd get A, A, C, C. so i guess in the end i evened out. dropped my overall down a little.
* my wisdom tooth hurts. damnit.
* instead of "when animals attack," they should have "when old people drive" ... that shit is scary.
* in my attempts to apply for best buy credit and a dell account over the last few weeks, i've made the fantastic discovery that my parents' bankruptcy has started popping up in my credit report.
so now i have to start trying to hunt down credit bureaus and fix it before they damage anymore of my life.
* i really like the new madonna song. naysayers be damned.
* i'm thinking about/hoping to start kickboxing back up. it's been forever, but i really miss it and it kind of goes along with this whole "new leaf" thing i've got going on (still to come). i figure i can probably afford it since i've been paying for a gym membership for 3 years that i've used like 3 times.
* i went back on an old medicine of mine the other day. it causes pins and needles in your hands, feet and FACE. it's fucking awful.
* i figured out the other day that i have about 190 days until i graduate. yes, i counted. my life is that dull. it's still exciting though.
* i got a haircut last night. it's horrible. i mean i really really hate it. i'm going to do my best to go nowhere but work and home for the next few weeks. i'm not even kidding.
* i love george carlin. he never ceases to amuse me.
* i'm signing up for red cross classes this month or next. because i can basically. plus it'll look fantastic on my peace corps application. i'm discovering i have very few useful skills.
* i rarely look at sets anymore. but bella's sets should not be missed. *swoon*
* so the whole "new leaf" thing sounds so hippie-dippie, but i'm fairly happy (more so than i've been in a while) so i don't care. all it's really involved is changing my shitty attitude and trying to ignore other people's shit. you know, that whole "change the internal to affect the external"? and i don't mean other people's legitimate problems or concerns -- i'm not turning into uber self-centered bitch. i'm talking constant whining bullshit that is ALL some people talk about because they just don't TRY to fix it.
and no more wallowing in misery because a boy doesn't like me (god i'm emo
), because i've gone through it a million times before and another boy will come along and i'll forget about the other ones. no more worrying if this person doesn't like my opinion because it's ok, i don't like theirs either. but we can still be friends. and if they hate my being honest so much that they'd rather not be around me... then fuck them. 
it basically just turns into one big new year's resolution (which i don't make) and will hopefully lead to me being less of a shit to myself next year.
* and finally TOYS FOR TOTS! it's a really great cause and even just a $5 toy is worth it to someone. new, unwrapped gifts for kids 14 and under. they have collection barrels at a lot of banks, grocery stores, applebee's (apparently) and (in dayton at least) the libraries.
i'm done. i swear. i hope to see some of you at the holiday party. and by "hope to see" i mean "someone please give me a ride" [shameless begging]. i have pennies and nickles with which to pay you. plus, i'm fascinating to talk to.
* i just spent half an hour looking for my vibrator. (and no, it wasn't in either of the two places it usually is.)
there's kind of a lot of randoms floating about my head right now, so bear (bare?) with me...
* i decided on my drive home from work today that if i ever get married and if i have a wedding instead of eloping and if i make it a big wedding that requires catering, etc., i'd like to have it catered by both a chinese and a sushi place. not only would the food be really awesome, but i think it'd be fun to have a foreign food turf war at your wedding. ginsu knives and chopsticks sticking out of every orifice...
* i got my grades for the quarter this week. i got A, B, B, C. i was thinking i'd get A, A, C, C. so i guess in the end i evened out. dropped my overall down a little.
* my wisdom tooth hurts. damnit.
* instead of "when animals attack," they should have "when old people drive" ... that shit is scary.
* in my attempts to apply for best buy credit and a dell account over the last few weeks, i've made the fantastic discovery that my parents' bankruptcy has started popping up in my credit report.
so now i have to start trying to hunt down credit bureaus and fix it before they damage anymore of my life.
* i really like the new madonna song. naysayers be damned.
* i'm thinking about/hoping to start kickboxing back up. it's been forever, but i really miss it and it kind of goes along with this whole "new leaf" thing i've got going on (still to come). i figure i can probably afford it since i've been paying for a gym membership for 3 years that i've used like 3 times.
* i went back on an old medicine of mine the other day. it causes pins and needles in your hands, feet and FACE. it's fucking awful.
* i figured out the other day that i have about 190 days until i graduate. yes, i counted. my life is that dull. it's still exciting though.
* i got a haircut last night. it's horrible. i mean i really really hate it. i'm going to do my best to go nowhere but work and home for the next few weeks. i'm not even kidding.
* i love george carlin. he never ceases to amuse me.
* i'm signing up for red cross classes this month or next. because i can basically. plus it'll look fantastic on my peace corps application. i'm discovering i have very few useful skills.
* i rarely look at sets anymore. but bella's sets should not be missed. *swoon*
* so the whole "new leaf" thing sounds so hippie-dippie, but i'm fairly happy (more so than i've been in a while) so i don't care. all it's really involved is changing my shitty attitude and trying to ignore other people's shit. you know, that whole "change the internal to affect the external"? and i don't mean other people's legitimate problems or concerns -- i'm not turning into uber self-centered bitch. i'm talking constant whining bullshit that is ALL some people talk about because they just don't TRY to fix it.
and no more wallowing in misery because a boy doesn't like me (god i'm emo
), because i've gone through it a million times before and another boy will come along and i'll forget about the other ones. no more worrying if this person doesn't like my opinion because it's ok, i don't like theirs either. but we can still be friends. and if they hate my being honest so much that they'd rather not be around me... then fuck them.
it basically just turns into one big new year's resolution (which i don't make) and will hopefully lead to me being less of a shit to myself next year.
* and finally TOYS FOR TOTS! it's a really great cause and even just a $5 toy is worth it to someone. new, unwrapped gifts for kids 14 and under. they have collection barrels at a lot of banks, grocery stores, applebee's (apparently) and (in dayton at least) the libraries.
i'm done. i swear. i hope to see some of you at the holiday party. and by "hope to see" i mean "someone please give me a ride" [shameless begging]. i have pennies and nickles with which to pay you. plus, i'm fascinating to talk to.
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and did your dog use you vibrator as a chew toy again