batteredink

I woke up today and nearly forgot you weren't laying beside me
My hand traveled down my body only to find it was my fluid (not yours) that made me feel so good
But the thought of you violently between my legs makes me scream the loudest
You make love to my hatred, my love, and my pure imperfections

You rip my sheets
You tear...
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*does a dance of huge fucking joy and passes out*

Henry..Rollins..in..February.

*jumps up and down*

I took a picture of my bare ass today, aren't you proud? I know my mother would be. Being relatively naughty can be good in certain company.

Wow. My fantasies of him makes my legs quiver, my body squirm, my heart melt.. because I know in real-time.. it would be what I imagine and that much more. I have so much animal passion fucking built up inside me for him, it's unreal. The thought of his touch makes me disappear and fly away. I know.. if we were together.. it would be...
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Where are all the goggle-wearing mother fuckers? JEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLOOOOOOOOOOO!JELLO! Where's all the JELLLOOO?!?

You can see pain and hatred in my eyes.. that candy-coated emptiness that we've all come to know and love.

You're a rockstar in bomb ass shades.. word.

Man. I hate Windows. Xp.XP.xp....grrr.r.r.r.r.r.....

I suppose I have to buy a new mic now.

I think I had an anxiety attack or small breakdown, I don't know how else to explain it. I freaked out. Fuck you, Bill Gates.. fuck you and your small-minded penis. Is it made of 0s and 1s? I bet it's a big fucking fat zero. The zero on penis...
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I stayed up a little later than I should have talking to Roshan last night, but only getting about five hours of sleep was worth it. If you know me, you'd understand how dead I feel right now and how cranky it made me for several hours this morning. I love my sleep. So, now I think I am seeing flashes of laser lights outside....
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::beautiful painting::

I found my heart inside your eyes
You took me inside to taste your mind
I lost my confidence in what I was doing
You redefine the life I'm living

Beautiful and empty I search for your touch
Inside me, willing, without your permission
An inifinite thought that never resists
Entangling feelings I can't seem to define

Like I imagine your skin entwined...
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I think I have too many things and people pulling on me at once. Why me? Why now? It's all so close, yet so far apart. I wish I knew the right answer and the right way. None of it is easy at all. It's all very hard. I thought I liked it that way, but not perfectly.

I wish I knew the right person...
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This is the gratuitous first entry. Just like gratuitous sex and violence, this entry has no meaning. So, you really might as well not be reading this.

I'm not sure why I'm here, but I love this website.