Finally; My last night in my home town.
Got the keys to the apartment today and it's really amazing. It's so well furnished it's surprising. For what I'm paying, too. Made my first visit to Poundland today as a buyer... it was thrilling. Also had to go the ASDA and buy 'essentials' like butter, pasta, milk, sugar, tea bags.... crazy shit for me, man. Don't...
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Got the keys to the apartment today and it's really amazing. It's so well furnished it's surprising. For what I'm paying, too. Made my first visit to Poundland today as a buyer... it was thrilling. Also had to go the ASDA and buy 'essentials' like butter, pasta, milk, sugar, tea bags.... crazy shit for me, man. Don't...
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badgers:
Wow, you haven't posted in ages. Are you still around?
Guess who got a flat?!
I'm really excited... if all goes well, the keys will be in my possession as of Tuesday. And by 'if all goes well' I mean 'if my mum doesn't bottle out as my guarantor'. The less said about that the better, mind you.
Tonight I began the clearing of my room. It's never too early, as far as I'm concerned....
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I'm really excited... if all goes well, the keys will be in my possession as of Tuesday. And by 'if all goes well' I mean 'if my mum doesn't bottle out as my guarantor'. The less said about that the better, mind you.
Tonight I began the clearing of my room. It's never too early, as far as I'm concerned....
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miya:
oh wow thats great news, good luck with the move 
badgers:
Thanks
Congrats on the new place. Moving is a bitch, but it'll be awesome when you're in
Congrats on the new place. Moving is a bitch, but it'll be awesome when you're in
So, now I'm 20.
Thanks for the birthday wishes and all that. I had a pretty good one. Took Thursday through to today off work, which just made my life amazing. Got way too hammered on Thursday and had meals booked with family and friends on the Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Tonight, I am back to work for a week of closes, whilst fitting in...
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Thanks for the birthday wishes and all that. I had a pretty good one. Took Thursday through to today off work, which just made my life amazing. Got way too hammered on Thursday and had meals booked with family and friends on the Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Tonight, I am back to work for a week of closes, whilst fitting in...
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miya:
Awww i do stoppid clumsy stuff like that all the time, it must be a girl thing!
Good to hear you had a great birthday, how will you top it for your 21st next year?
Good to hear you had a great birthday, how will you top it for your 21st next year?
Hey all.
Been so fucking busy this month. I'm looking at my calendar and realising there hasn't been a single day empty for the whole month.
Obviously I've had days off, but there's always something I'm pre-engaged in! People have to book me these days to see me.
Picking up crazy extra shifts at work, too. Example being tomorrow I'm working from 1pm through to...
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Been so fucking busy this month. I'm looking at my calendar and realising there hasn't been a single day empty for the whole month.
Obviously I've had days off, but there's always something I'm pre-engaged in! People have to book me these days to see me.
Picking up crazy extra shifts at work, too. Example being tomorrow I'm working from 1pm through to...
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deceptiviewfilm:
Happy Birthday
genjutsushi:
Happy birthday, hope you had a great day.
Good mornin'.
Everything seems to be falling into it's right place for me at the moment, and I'm pretty damn happy about everything. It's a shame though, because a lot of people are having a shit time of it at the moment, but I very rarely have 'Everything's good' moments, so I'm gonna go ahead and enjoy it, regardless.
Work's still riding me over, but...
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Everything seems to be falling into it's right place for me at the moment, and I'm pretty damn happy about everything. It's a shame though, because a lot of people are having a shit time of it at the moment, but I very rarely have 'Everything's good' moments, so I'm gonna go ahead and enjoy it, regardless.
Work's still riding me over, but...
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cunninglinquist:
I hope that you get out on your own and do well. But you need to make more money. It must be nice to have an understanding and helping father. Three hour shifts sucks.
lotusmind115:
which songs make your hearts melt?
your suggestions are very welcome!
your suggestions are very welcome!
I don't know how I'm managing to update this so often recently, but here we are.
I had a MUCH better day today than yesterday. Everything just fell into place today and I felt so much calmer and 'serene' that I have in a while.
Did what I always do on a day off; spent it in town. Drank some coffee, bought DVD's (Watching This...
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I had a MUCH better day today than yesterday. Everything just fell into place today and I felt so much calmer and 'serene' that I have in a while.
Did what I always do on a day off; spent it in town. Drank some coffee, bought DVD's (Watching This...
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cyberedz:
If you think 20 is bad, try 36...
cyberedz:
31 was a pretty bad one, but after that you realise you're the same aimless (yet happy) f**k you were before and get on with it...
If your dissertation et al aren't weighing on you too heavily come down to see my mate John play at The Ivory on Sunday night - looks like smiffter, ickletitch and Itachi might be in attendance, and I've posted a thread on SGScotland so there might be other SG-types around. All work and no play, an' a' that...
If your dissertation et al aren't weighing on you too heavily come down to see my mate John play at The Ivory on Sunday night - looks like smiffter, ickletitch and Itachi might be in attendance, and I've posted a thread on SGScotland so there might be other SG-types around. All work and no play, an' a' that...
Hahaha, today I finally cracked.
Been waiting on it, to be honest, and I'm SO glad that it was a pretty damn tiny incident, because it could've ben so much worse and so much more embarrassing.
I'm guessing it's mainly to do with the lack of sleep and my ridiculous diet pattern at the moment, but I reckon there was a lot of anger in...
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Been waiting on it, to be honest, and I'm SO glad that it was a pretty damn tiny incident, because it could've ben so much worse and so much more embarrassing.
I'm guessing it's mainly to do with the lack of sleep and my ridiculous diet pattern at the moment, but I reckon there was a lot of anger in...
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miya:
I havent cried yet from my split from my fiance on Saturday, it still so fresh and hurts. It will come eventually.
dekka7:
Faye, I'm sorry I've been so absent recently. I've had my hands full with my own shit, as you know.
You do need to take better care of yourself honey, IF I can sound like a boring old man for a moment?
I don't want anything drastic to happen to you, okay? Cause I care and would miss you terribly. Thanks for your insights into the me/Kindra situation. . .
Faye, I'm sorry I've been so absent recently. I've had my hands full with my own shit, as you know.
You do need to take better care of yourself honey, IF I can sound like a boring old man for a moment?
I don't want anything drastic to happen to you, okay? Cause I care and would miss you terribly. Thanks for your insights into the me/Kindra situation. . .
After a night and a half of almost 'sound' sleeping, I seem to be saying 'Hello' to my good friend Insomnia.
So, here's a blog because there's no one online to talk to, and I hate phoning people!
I find it hilarious to look back over old photos (and ones that aren't even THAT old) and remind myself of things that were happening at the...
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So, here's a blog because there's no one online to talk to, and I hate phoning people!
I find it hilarious to look back over old photos (and ones that aren't even THAT old) and remind myself of things that were happening at the...
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heathslater:
Hey you look really cute in your pictures! I like the dreads best!!
dekka7:
You're very beautiful, no matter what picture you're in Faye.
And you have my number, you can call me whenever you need to talk - 'bout anything.
Okay?
I don't offer my number as a line, you know. I mean what I say. . . (unless I'm getting married, apparently).
You're very beautiful, no matter what picture you're in Faye.
And you have my number, you can call me whenever you need to talk - 'bout anything.
Okay?
I don't offer my number as a line, you know. I mean what I say. . . (unless I'm getting married, apparently).
I have hardly slept in over a week. By 'hardly slept' I mean about 18 hours max, whilst working full time and getting drunk and wasted every other moment. Nothing's working right and everything's a blur. I feel numb to each and every sensation, and my mind's in overdrive thinking and rethinking things beyond recognition.
I broke up with Andy. I need time to myself...
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I broke up with Andy. I need time to myself...
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heathslater:
Hey it sounds like you did the right thing, don't be so hard on yourself! You'll sleep when you really need too!
starsnflames:
I don't feel feelings any more. I don't feel happy, I just laugh. I don't feel sad, I just cry. The only opinions I have left are regarding stupid things and I can't make a decision to save myself. I mean, seriously. If I try to decided on an activity for me and someone else to do, we'd stand doing nothing. I can't even decide what to put on my iPod, and music's usually my curer. I don't know what I'm doing half of the time. I just stare into space whilst my mind is in overdrive. I loose the energy to speak, so I've almost stopped telling my closest friends what's going on in my life. I've lost the energy to do almost anything.
damned, you managed to describe with words how i ve been feeling for a long time!!!
damned, you managed to describe with words how i ve been feeling for a long time!!!
Ok, Hi again.
I broke up with my boyfriend tonight. It was weird, mainly because I'd been thinking about it all day and had little scenarios in my head of what would happen, and he reacted in such an unexpected way that it really got to me.
I feel terrible, too. I don't think he had any idea it was coming, and although things have...
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I broke up with my boyfriend tonight. It was weird, mainly because I'd been thinking about it all day and had little scenarios in my head of what would happen, and he reacted in such an unexpected way that it really got to me.
I feel terrible, too. I don't think he had any idea it was coming, and although things have...
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miya:
oh wow sounds a good decision in the long run, you def just need to think about yourself and have all the fun you can now! How long where you guys going out for?
Ok, Hi.
I've nothing much to report other than my significant sleep loss. I've had about 15 hours sleep in 6 or 7 days. This is totally not like me; I love my sleep and usually do whatever I can to get it, but it's just not coming to me. It's getting somewhat irritating.
Because of this, I'm smoking almost 20 cigarettes more per day...
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I've nothing much to report other than my significant sleep loss. I've had about 15 hours sleep in 6 or 7 days. This is totally not like me; I love my sleep and usually do whatever I can to get it, but it's just not coming to me. It's getting somewhat irritating.
Because of this, I'm smoking almost 20 cigarettes more per day...
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Man, I've been a write-off for the past 3 nights.
Still, it seems that regardless of how mashed I get, I still don't sleep well enough.
I'm tired ALL day, but from about 11 at night, I wake up and get really energetic.
The other night me and two of my friends (Elaine and Samy) decided to go for a walk around a... 12 mile...
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Still, it seems that regardless of how mashed I get, I still don't sleep well enough.
I'm tired ALL day, but from about 11 at night, I wake up and get really energetic.
The other night me and two of my friends (Elaine and Samy) decided to go for a walk around a... 12 mile...
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the_shine:
Proably out swacthing for Haldeners. They use to drink up there when I was a nipper.
heathslater:
How strange?!? Perhaps they were looking for dogging? Perhaps they thought you were trespassing?? I know you were scared at the time but in reflection it sounds quite exciting!