bats0231

Okay, so here i am sitting at work again. I feel both emotionally and physically drained right now. I've slept a total of 6 hours the past 2 days. I've put up with a lot of stress and drama the past 2 days. And i haven't felt an OUNCE of love from any of my friends. Well, that's not entirely true. 3 friends of mine, the closest of which lives about 1500 miles away, have all given me words of encouragement. I guess the best way for me to recover is to just forget about it all. I need sleep. I need peace. And i need to find some real friends who won't cause any drama in my life. I'm way too easy going and relaxed for that shit. I'm gonna drink less from now on and start playing my guitar again. It's time to start living for myself again and stop giving so much to other people. Yeah, i guess that's it for now.