It seems that I love hurting myslef.
No not in the cutting, stabbing, hitting myself kind a way. So don't worry.
But in the putting myself in a situation in which I cannot come out of feeling good. Regardless of what is going on.
There was a blog I had read during the weekend that basically detailed everything that I am going through. That is "wanting the person you'll never have".
Out of my league. Too intimidating to approach. Never go for me. The person with the stellar good looks, intelligence to match, and sweetness to boot.
They dominate my fantasies.
The irresistible seduction of sanity.
And I'll never have them.
HA I am pathetic.
Ah the pain of not being a perfect looking person and too damn shy to even say anything
No not in the cutting, stabbing, hitting myself kind a way. So don't worry.
But in the putting myself in a situation in which I cannot come out of feeling good. Regardless of what is going on.
There was a blog I had read during the weekend that basically detailed everything that I am going through. That is "wanting the person you'll never have".
Out of my league. Too intimidating to approach. Never go for me. The person with the stellar good looks, intelligence to match, and sweetness to boot.
They dominate my fantasies.
The irresistible seduction of sanity.
And I'll never have them.
HA I am pathetic.
Ah the pain of not being a perfect looking person and too damn shy to even say anything